Hannah's more of a young kid up and she has ever seen being self isolated.

The three of us is really, really hard.

What happens if my pain gets worse?

Something must happen to me.

What happens to my two kids?

My name's Vivian.

I'm 43.

I Love Ended In and Scotland.

I've bean silver isolating with my two Children.

Hannah is 11 on dhe.

David is high functioning autistic with explosive behavior.

I have spinal damage on life, ladies weakness.

I have chronic fatigue syndrome on generalized draw nicotine.

Hannah is a young Keeter.

It is days.

Were my chronic fatigue or my spinal damage Pain limits what I can do, whether it be a tickle in my shoes or sometimes getting operated.

Bid kind, uh, is very mature for have each on dhe.

She can be two cups of tea.

She can cook for us.

She can bake for us.

She can speak to David on.

She could come down if he's highly frustrated.

I'm getting aggressive being self isolated.

The three of us is really, really hard.

Everybody is feeling very anxious.

David is struggling, basically falls old in years to see what's happening on, We'll just constantly come into your room.

Oh, are interrupted conversation to tell you how many people are dated.

Really did.

So.

David, how are you finding it being off school special?

Who's ever get to see my friend, All the work edition online and how old?

Okay, just no routine are just wrong.

Ally's cool.

We get up in the morning, I try to keep the kids and their routine.

This is what we do with our arrows activity each day.

David and Hannah get their school when she's delivered to the host.

So David's weeks up every morning and intellectually weeks weeks for his school lunch.

He's happy to get that, because it means he gets to weave it somebody from the grammar school in the bus and that 32nd entered action for him is amazing Here.

Thank you.

You too.

Fashion chips and and delayed their fishing trips.

David have the idea A few weeks ago that could he put up his Christmas late so that it would cheer people up as they walked past.

So, David, this little his late people stop if they see him to give him a thumbs up.

Ambulances, slow down.

Beat the hole and give him a thumbs up from David getting up at six o'clock in the morning.

D'oh!

Um, lunchtime.

He just didn't stop.

He wanted to play in the garden.

He wanted to play with his new Afghans.

He wanted to paint things he wanted to be.

He wanted to go with the dogs.

He wantedto all cannot get my friend.

And then I'm like, No, David, remember were on isolation when auto fatigue as like something I've never encountered before.

X like somebody just switches off the power switch.

It doesn't matter how much sleep.

Have some days that I could sleep all day and night and we caught the egg sacs and we So by lunchtime I am exhausted and I've had to see to Hannah Davis, please, exports.

He's fine, but I need to go and lie down.

I mean, I never so later an 11 year old making me a cappuccino, saying we should bring it up to me.

David can and has being very physical with me.

Aunt has attacked me on dozens of occasions.

When he gets so anxious and so wound up, he becomes a different pair since a Jekyll and Hyde.

He doesn't know how to control that.

He doesn't know what he's supposed to be doing, what he's supposed to be feeling any normal days.

Bad enough.

Hannah used to go for counseling sessions with calms, the child Adolescent Mental Health Service, she was told, if she fails on sihf or David was hurting me to call the police.

It's nothing I'm 11 year old wants to hear, and it's not a thing out of you wants to do.

And this situation that we're in now, Hannah's more of a young kid up and she has ever seen.

And I don't know how I will ever re p.

She'll ever appreciate how much I appreciate heart and everything she's done.

I probably worry more now than I did before.

Before that, I used to Woody.

Okay, what happens if my pain gets worse on what happens if I have a really bad episode of fatigue, which I did over Christmas and literally dress Mrs on January?

If I could lift my head off the pillow enough to get Hannah to school and David to school, that was a good day for me something must happen to me.

What happens to my two kids?

All I can see to anybody and a situation somewhat domain or any part of similar to mine or nothing like me.

Let's keep in touch with people.

I'm doing stress about the whole work because that's not the Buell and handle enjoying time together.

But finding your space I find in time alone is the most important part off country.

Get through this.

And all I could do is hope that on the other side this actually makes maybe gun cleaner communities a better police.