Itseemed a veryanxioustimeitandactuallymyfriendslikeyouweregettingmoreanxious, I think, than I wasbecause, youknow, tobehonest, ifyou'vebeenlivingas I haveforsixyearswithscanseveryeveryeverythreemonthsandthewholeuncertaintyandsometimesin a verylifethreateningwaythisdidn't seemsobadtomeonthere.
WaasAlmost a partofmethatthoughtWell, maybe I couldgetit.
Andif I couldgetwhatyouknow, thechiefmedicalofficertalksofbeing a mildormoderatecaseofit, then I canactuallygetitoutoftheway.
Thosepeopleouttherelivingwithcancer, mymessagesisfirstly, um, weallknowwhatuncertaintiesaboutWeallknowwhatbeingin a lifethreateningsituationisabouton.
Thisneedn't belikethat.
I don't wanttotrivializeitsimplybecause I seehad a mildormoderatecaseofCovad 19.
Butactually, theveryfactthatwe'relivingwithcancer, I think, givesusanedge.
Wewe'veconfrontedthatthosethere's kindofdifficult, darkmomentsinourinourlife, andinsomeways I thinkthatthatwethoseofuslivingwithcancer, arestrongerbecausewekindofknowwhatitisliketogointosomethingwheretheoutcomesareuncertain.
And I certainlyfeelthathavinghadthatexperience, youknow, inmycase, sixyearsis a as a cancerpatient, I wentintothis, um, feelingfeelingactuallyquitestrong.
If I if I If I couldlivewithcancerthan I couldcertainlylivewithCovein 19 I kepttellingmyselfthatAndiYeah, Okay.
I'm lucky, Sophia.
I'vehaditin a mildway, butlotsandlotsofotherpeoplearegoingtohaveitin a mildwaytoo.