I sort of like, grabbed my leg and I said, I think I've been shot Andi is his dad said.

I think it's a bomb.

It's made 2017.

What does life look like for you?

Just Rosie Bringing up his e, Just enjoying everything that was going on.

My main goal then was to get into university.

And that was my main wish on I could remember getting dressed, thinking it got so hot, what we're going to wear.

I couldn't remember the genes put on me white blouse, everything.

It was such a nice, beautiful day off.

This sort of said to myself, this Let's finish off strong and is gonna be the best.

When you come back home, you're gonna start your real journey.

It was just a very happy, sunny day is he was just buzzing.

Arianna was one of the ones that she really wanted to see.

Something so whence you started to sing one last time we got up off the steps and walked to the door electric Everyone in the crowd, they were just screaming and like they were just like, Oh, this is amazing and stuff.

I'm just the fire, just thinking.

I wish I could just go in.

She did.

Another one call with dangerous Woman I knew is he won't lead to learn And you were in for a weight stood here on.

That's obviously just when it happened.

People stop for a second.

It was a brief second and then people were just trampling over anyone possible.

Even the younger Children.

They were just moving people out the way they were just getting pushed.

Left, right center.

Yeah, yeah, just on Almighty Bang darkness on it felt like it was raining ash.

It's like being at a bonfire.

And there was ash coming down.

It was common first, but then all of a sudden there was just screams that were person.

They ask the crowd Who was outside?

Has anybody got any first aid training or is anybody first day trained?

So if you know anything, just go through them doors.

I run so fast to the door.

Andre.

Tom.

I remember opening the door.

And then that's when I first saw the This is een on.

There was a handbag.

There was a shoe with foot in it.

You know you can see everything.

It's then you start taking it in of what sort of is going on around you.

It was a very distinct smoke, never spent anything like it before or even after on the smell.

I'm just chaos, just chaos everywhere.

At that moment, it was just like I either run home or stay and help those people.

So I made the decision quickly that I need to help those people armed.

I said to myself, Listen, we'll deal with the feelings and everything later will now just try and do your best to help people.

I sort of like grabbed my leg and I said, I think I've been shot Andi is his dad said.

I think it's a bomb due to an incident it is necessary to.

It's a big area is just so surprising because it's even so quiet there.

I mean now, thinking about all of the chaos that was happening around, people would think there's more chaos inside what it was just so quiet and so sinister.

You could just smell the presence of evil.

I could just see how much blood I was losing on.

Just how long can you stay here for I go to around four or five people on there, not moving.

So I think the dead to decide who to go to, who I think is gonna make it or not.

I could remember just staring at the ceiling.

I didn't want to look at anything I didn't want.

Toe take my eyes off space on the ceiling of everyone I just see just seen her.

She was flying the floor looking at the ceiling.

So this young lad came up to me and he said, My name was man, What's your name?

His eyes were just so dark and he just was so compassionate.

She was opening guys and closing eyes on a cartel, shoes drifting in and out of consciousness.

There was times when I wanted just close my eyes and go to sleep, but he was not going to let me.

So my main thought was quickly to get her a week and get her talking on moving again.

I'm thinking, Is this it?

Is this where I'm going?

It's going to be the end.

She starts shaking quite violently, and she's saying her room.

She's saying, I don't want to die.

I don't want to die here.

Would I ever see my Children again?

I was thinking about myself.

A swell my main thought.

Waas I'm not gonna be there for them.

I have nowhere.

I say you need to think about your Children when you think about your kids.

And as soon as I said that eyes just completely little he just kept me calm.

He just kept me still, obviously knew that obviously, my head was bleeding as well.

You could just see a lot of holes and you could see I think she had a black or gray pants on.

You could see dark patches or thought That's where the nails have gone in.

There was a belt through my leg, so he knew it was bleeding really heavily.

I take my belt off and I wrap it around her upper thigh just above the wound.

You know, I could feel my head.

I could feel my foot kept screaming for them to take my shoe off.

She kept asking me, How bad is it really about?

I said, Listen, it's gonna be all right.

It's gonna be fine.

He was just calm.

He for young lad, he was really calm and I turn around and I'm looking back.

I'm just called my my elbow.

Just put my hand in my head and my elbow and I just burst out crying and just trying to breathe, trying to collect myself.

And I just kept saying to God, just please get me off it.

Just please get me off I didn't have any sense of time, but I felt like I had been there for hours and hours and hours.

I'm just thinking where where a medics and where the ambulance crew.

You got to a point about shocks over on.

Then it's like someone who someone's dimming the light.

The light inside the light of your soul is someone's didn't get down to a point where you feel as if your body can't even hold you up anymore.

Just it's like someone's took in the soul of you, you know, used to have these heroes that went in and did what they did.

He was one on.

I just don't think he realizes he actually is one, because he just did what he thought was his job.

Would like Thio meet up with him and just I don't know I don't know what even what to expect.

It's hard because thank you.

Doesn't seem enough.

Yeah.

Hi.

Possible.

Wow, you've changed.

How are you?

I'm all right.

Doing a lot better.

Oh, yeah, Yeah.

You know, I've got over to the physical side of it.

You know, I'll always have something going on physically, but it's you know, the mental sides more than anything, isn't it?

E hit a really low point from 19.

It's like you're throwing in its throat in the world where you don't belong.

You're a complete outcast.

You don't belonging that well and you want to be You want to be.

You wanna you wanna feel wanted.

You want to feel normal just to feel normal again.

So you have to practice.

You have to practice smiling in the more you have to wear a mask.

I think for you you saw so much more Theune Then I did you know, I was just lying there.

I mean, thankfully you were there.

I'm also said 1000 times to us.

I just gonna be all right.

You're gonna get home safe.

And it did.

Yeah, I did.

So you were right.

So, you know that's that's the way to look at it, isn't it?

But it has been lovely just to see you again.

Really?

We don't have to say stay strange.

Just do we?

Yeah, you get to know somebody, but we had to get to know each other quite quickly.

So he was just a lovely person.

Lovely, warm, kind hearted person.

She made me feel like I was a hero.

I call myself a hero if I could help people who were going through depression, anxiety and PTSD and show them the light on Be like a role model to them.

Yeah, to create.

Thank you.