Itwassomething I wasafraidof, something I wantedtoattempthonestly.
Andforme, itwasverycathartichealingalmost.
I'vehadsuch a crazysortoflifewithmultiplecontinentsthatareworkingthatwhen I washomeforsixmonths, I hadtheabilitytoreally, like, digdeepandthinkaboutwhat I waswritinginthetonethat I wantedandwhatwasthehardestchapterforyoutowrite?
Wouldyousaymychildhood?
Mostlybecausememoriesair a funny, funnything.
Youknow, youdon't rememberthingscorrectly, butwhen I was a kidandgoingtoboardingschooland, um, youknowhowthatfeltallofthat?
Goingbacksofarbackintothatwashardestforme.
Itdoesn't feelreally I'm just a girlgoestoworkdoingmyjob.
It's notaneasyjob, youknow, beinginthepubliceye, especiallyas a performingartist, isveryhard, becauseit's difficultforpeopletobifurcatethatthere's a humanbeingandthisisanactorandthey'reacting.
I thinkthatwastheonethingthat I reallyadmiredaboutmyhusbandwhen I firstgottoknowhimwashowexcitedhewouldgetfrommyachievementsorforthingsthat I feltlike I didwellwhen I had a momentor, youknow, he's such a amazingcheerleaderrightfromthebeginning.
And I lovethatourthatourpartnershipisofequals, andthat's somethingthatwestartedoutas.