Yeah, yeah.

是啊，是啊。

Mm.

嗯。

Mhm.

嗯

Hello.

你好啊

My name is Charity case.

我叫Charity Case.

I'm a London based creature creator.

我是一個倫敦的生物創造者。

And today I'm going to be turning into a fantastical, fabulous disco.

而今天，我要變成一個奇幻的、美妙的迪斯科。

Fetch the disco fish is going to entail Blue Skins, Gary horrible bag eyes and lots and lots of sparkles.

取到的迪斯科魚要包含藍皮、加里可怕的包眼和很多很多的火花。

So my first stage of preparation is going to be time back to this main and having a little shave charity case is a mythical being.

所以我第一階段的準備工作就是要時間回到這個主要的，有一點刮痧的慈善案例是一個神話般的存在。

She's bubbly, she's fun.

她很有活力，她很有趣。

And she's quite scary as well.

而且她也挺可怕的。

Sometimes sure, I've been doing drag for close to seven years now.

有時當然，我已經做了近七年的變裝。

The first couple of years were more just experimenting with makeup and costume, lots of metal wear chains, bows, ribbons, ruffles and lots of crystals.

前幾年更多的只是在嘗試化妝和服裝，大量的金屬穿鏈、蝴蝶結、絲帶、荷葉邊和大量的水晶。

Yeah, so now I'm going to mix my foundation and my gorgeous palette.

是啊，所以現在我要去混合我的粉底和我的華麗調色板。

I grew up in the Northwest in Lancashire, in a really tiny little village, and I was literally the only gay in the village for my whole childhood, which, with quite traumatizing in a lot of ways, it's a really closed minded, close knit community where people haven't seen much expression from people like me.

我在蘭開夏郡的西北部長大，在一個很小的小村子裡，我幾乎是村子裡唯一的同性戀者，在我的整個童年裡，這在很多方面都造成了很大的創傷，這是一個非常封閉的，緊密相連的社區，人們沒有看到過像我這樣的人有什麼表達。

So I didn't fit in at all around there and I never let that stop me from expressing myself, and I always saw fashion and looks as a way of showing other people how I fell inside.

所以我在那裡完全不適應，我從來沒有是以而阻止我表達自己，我一直把時尚和造型看作是向別人展示我內心落差的一種方式。

I knew that I didn't fit in anyway, so I wanted to not fit in even more and be absolutely fabulous.

我知道自己無論如何都不適合，所以我更想不適合，絕對的精彩。

Mhm.

嗯

I'm just adding a highlight tone with my white cream blood and sticks.

我只是用我的白霜血和棒子加了一個高光調。

I was really into Tim Burton, all of the characters from James and the Giant Peach and Del Toro.

我真的很喜歡蒂姆-伯頓，《詹姆斯與巨桃》和德爾-託羅的所有角色。

And I'm not really into anything that's based in reality because I like to escape from the world that we live in.

而且我並不喜歡任何基於現實的東西，因為我喜歡逃避我們生活的世界。

Like I love Tarantino Poison Ivy, She ra Black Widow you know, strong women who don't take no for an answer.

就像我喜歡塔倫蒂諾的 "毒藤"、"黑寡婦"... ...你知道的，堅強的女人不接受 "不 "的答案。

So I just finished doing all my highlighting in the middle of my face, and I'm using a darker blue or just, like go around the sides, give it some more definition and do a little bit of contouring.

所以，我剛剛做完我所有的高光在我的臉的中間，我用一個較深的藍色或只是，像去周圍的兩側，給它更多的定義，並做一點點的輪廓。

So when I went to college, I studied full time art and design.

所以上大學的時候，我是全職學習藝術設計的。

It was a really amazing experience for me.

這對我來說是一次非常奇妙的經歷。

I found that I was really into my textiles and my sewing.

我發現，我真的很喜歡我的紡織品和我的縫紉。

I used the opportunity to try and learn as much as I possibly could about that.

我利用這個機會，儘量多瞭解這方面的情況。

But halfway through the year, I transferred colleges down to London.

但中途，我把學院轉到了倫敦。

Then I got kind of sucked up into the nightlife scene, and I dropped out of college and became a became a full time seen kid.

然後，我得到了一種吸進夜生活的場景， 我輟學的大學，成為一個成為一個全職看到的孩子。

I guess for a while my college was like over an hour away on the train, and I had to be there, like a every morning or something for signing.

我想有一段時間，我的大學就像一個多小時的火車， 我必須在那裡，像一個每天早上或東西的簽名。

And obviously, when you've got to be there at eight in the morning, you don't want to be going out partying the night before.

很明顯，當你早上八點要到那裡時，你不想在前一天晚上出去聚會。

And I did want to be out partying the night before, so my priorities weren't quite in order back then.

而我確實想在前一天晚上出去狂歡，所以當時我的優先級還不是很高。

I was like hosting a few nights and stuff I would go out with, just like a jockstrap and some platform shoes and a choker like that was my my general.

我就像主持幾個晚上，東西我會出去，就像一個jockstrap和一些平臺鞋和一個choker這樣的是我我的一般。

Look back then and I would think I was doing like club kid couture, which I really wasn't at all.

回頭看看那時的我，我會認為我做的是像俱樂部的孩子們的時裝，其實我根本就不是。

It's just being a slut.

這只是一個蕩婦。

Nothing being a slots bad, of course.

當然，沒有什麼是槽點不好的。

So I'm gonna go with some more blue powder and just build up this this contour on the side of my face.

所以我打算再用一些藍色的粉餅，然後在我的臉側建立這個這個輪廓。

At this point, I was making a little bit of a name for myself on the nightlife scene here.

此時，我在這裡的夜生活圈子裡已經小有名氣了。

But one night on a night, our party, someone spiked me and took advantage of me, which was really hard.

但是有一天晚上，我們的聚會上，有人加害我，佔了我的便宜，真的很難受。

Two to deal with and to accept as an 18 year old.

二是作為一個18歲的孩子，要處理和接受。

But that had been my experience a few months down the line.

但這是我幾個月下來的經驗。

I was very, very sick, and I ended up being diagnosed hatred, positive from this experience, which was really quite traumatizing and and hard to accept, and to understand, I felt like I didn't really know what HIV was.

我是非常，非常生病，我最終被診斷為仇恨，從這一經驗的陽性，這是真的相當創傷和和難以接受，並理解，我覺得我真的不知道什麼是艾滋病毒。

At this point, I felt quite uneducated about it, and drag became my escape form.

這時，我覺得自己很不懂，於是拖拽成了我的逃避形式。

It became my my therapy of sorts.

這成了我的我的治療方式。

It was my my way of expressing myself without telling people how I felt in words.

這是我表達自己的方式，不需要用語言告訴別人我的感受。

If I felt woke up one morning and I felt really sad, I paint tears all over my face and I'd be a really sad little doll that day.

如果有一天早上醒來，我覺得自己真的很傷心，我就把眼淚畫在臉上，那天我就會成為一個很傷心的小娃娃。

Or if I was feeling angry, I'd pay myself read and turned into a demon.

或者如果我感覺到憤怒，我就會自己花錢讀書，變成一個惡魔。

It was just a good way of me feeling and looking, how I felt without telling people that I felt really sad or really angry.

這只是我的一種很好的感覺和樣子，我的感覺如何，卻沒有告訴別人，我覺得我真的很傷心，或者真的很生氣。

But it really did grow me as a person.

但它真的讓我這個人成長了。

It it taught me a lot about myself, a lot about myself worth and a lot about HIV, and I don't think HIV has talked about.

它它讓我瞭解了很多自己，瞭解了很多自己的價值，也瞭解了很多關於HIV的知識，我覺得HIV還沒有談到。

You know, I feel like I can use my platform to educate others who feel how I felt six years ago when I got diagnosed.

你知道，我覺得我可以用我的平臺來教育其他人，他們感受到了六年前我被診斷出的感受。

I'm just adding more blue eye shadow under my eyes to deepen these socket.

我只是在眼下多加了一些藍色的眼影，加深這些眼窩。

So one of the first times I got into drag I dressed as a lizard creature and looking in the mirror and not recognizing myself, not seeing any single part of me that reflected Harry.

所以我第一次變裝的時候，我穿成了蜥蜴生物的樣子，看著鏡子裡的自己，卻認不出自己，看不到任何一個能反映哈利的部分。

It's that freedom of no one knows who I am.

就是那種沒有人知道我是誰的自由。

No one knows what's underneath here, and I first of all, I committed to doing a 100 days of drug challenge.

沒有人知道這下面是什麼，我首先承諾要做100天的藥物挑戰。

But I got picked up by a few different news outlets and magazines, and eventually it just seemed like it was a wasted opportunity to stop it 100 days.

但我被幾家不同的新聞機構和雜誌選中了，最後看來只是白白浪費了100天的阻止機會。

So I continued on to doing 365 days which it was a big commitment, and that kind of exposed me to more of an online audience and open up my opportunities to the drug industry.

所以我繼續做365天，這是一個很大的投入，這也算是讓我接觸到了更多的網絡閱聽人，也讓我的機會向藥品行業開放。

And it also helped me in speed like I used to take three or four hours to do a full body look.

而且在速度上也幫了我的忙，像我以前做一個全身造型需要三四個小時。

But now I'm practiced and I'm fast.

但現在我已經練好了，而且我的速度也很快。

So my next stage is to paint all of this section like a deep, well black charity Case really suited my character and me as a person because I'm not really into fast fashion.

所以我下一階段就是把這部分都畫成深沉的，好黑的慈善Case真的很適合我的性格和我這個人，因為我不是很喜歡快時尚。

I'm quite advocate for the opposite of that into reusing fashion and reworking old garments into new things, which is exactly what my shop does.

我很提倡反其道而行之，變成再利用的時裝，把舊的服裝再加工成新的東西，這正是我的店鋪所做的。

And so charity case seemed to fit quite well for me in that in that respect, after starting my 365 days, I started getting a few requests for shows and performances.

所以慈善案例對我來說似乎挺合適的，在這方面，在開始我的365天之後，我開始接到一些演出和表演的請求。

So it was a big deal for me getting on stage For the first time.

所以對我來說第一次上臺是件大事。

I was like a lumpy devil creature doing a striptease to Eartha Kitt.

我就像一個笨重的魔鬼生物 在對著Eartha Kitt跳脫衣舞。

I wanna be evil, and I threw a pie at someone in the audience.

我想成為惡魔，我向觀眾席上的某人扔了一個派。

Um, it was very chaotic and twisted since then, My performances have gone from like lip sinking, throwing pies at people to now making a potion as a witch out of toothpaste, beer, Cheetos and drinking it.

嗯，從那時起，我的表演就非常混亂和扭曲，我的表演從像嘴脣下陷，向人扔餡餅到現在用牙膏、啤酒、奇多斯做藥水當女巫喝。

So my performances have taken more of an extreme, like freak show turn over the past couple of years, which I love being able to hold a room by doing something disgusting on stage.

所以我的表演更多的是走向極端，比如說這幾年的畸形秀轉身，我喜歡在舞臺上做一些噁心的事情，能夠hold住一個房間。

I think that's really powerful.

我覺得這真的很厲害。

My next step is to paint my teeth black so that they fit in with the illusion.

我的下一步是把牙齒塗成黑色，讓它們與幻覺相適應。

When I put my lips on later on.

當我把我的嘴脣以後。

And to do this, I'm gonna use this tooth pain.

而要做到這一點，我要用這個牙痛。

Uh oh.

呃，哦。

There we go.

我們走吧

Got dry out here, so I'm just putting in my contact lenses.

這裡很乾燥，所以我就戴上隱形眼鏡。

It's nice to be showing a different side to drag as well.

能展現出不同的一面，也是不錯的拖。

I feel like most of the drag queens around the world tend to show the generic side of beauty rather than this.

我覺得全世界大部分的變裝皇后都傾向於表現出美的一般的一面，而不是這樣。

So this is just a head sock, which I've made.

所以這只是一個頭襪子，我已經做了。

It's kind of a nice way to just cover up my hat.

這算是一種很好的方式，只是掩蓋了我的帽子。

Next, I'm going to start adding some crystals to my face like fantasy magical dreamworld realism.

接下來，我要開始在臉上添加一些水晶，比如奇幻魔幻的夢境現實主義。

I think I've always dressed quite extreme, like even in casual day clothes.

我覺得我的穿衣風格一直都很極端，比如連日間的休閒裝也是如此。

Dressing up makes me feel good.

穿著打扮讓我感覺很好。

And I'm never gonna, like, stop doing that because it feels like an opportunity missed every day to be feeling myself and having a nice time and catch my reflection in the window and like, Oh, yes, like I don't want to go that feeling away And the experience itself is quite adrenaline fueled.

我永遠不會停止這樣做 因為感覺每天都錯過了一個機會 去感受自己，度過一段美好的時光 在窗外捕捉我的倒影，就像，哦，是的，就像我不想離開那種感覺一樣 這種體驗本身就是相當的腎上腺素燃料。

I know that there's probably going to be pointing and laughing.

我知道，可能會有人指指點點，哈哈大笑。

I do tend to scare quite a lot of Children with my looks.

我的長相確實會嚇到不少孩子。

So I've now stood quite a lot of crystals on my head and my cheeks, and I'm quite happy with how it's going.

所以我現在頭上和臉頰上都站了不少水晶，我對它的效果相當滿意。

I've got some thins to stick on my ears.

我有一些薄片要貼在我的耳朵上。

So I think I'm gonna do that next.

所以，我想我接下來要做的是。

Yeah, I'm going to add on my eyelashes next, just like really big, extreme, glamorous slashes.

是啊，我接下來要在睫毛上加點東西，就像真正大的，極端的，迷人的斜線。

So this is my mask, which I made this morning out of some foam and some pink tights, which I so tubes in and stuffed.

所以這是我的面具，我今天早上做了一些保麗龍和一些粉紅色的緊身衣，我所以管在和填充。

So I'm gonna hook it around my ears to finish off my fish fantasy.

所以我要把它鉤在我的耳朵上，完成我的魚的幻想。

The Scottish face complete time to get dressed and I'll be right back.

蘇格蘭人的面孔完整的時間穿好衣服，我馬上回來。

Yeah, welcome back.

是啊，歡迎回來。

I just put a little number on for the disco tonight we have my gorgeous sparkly fins with this stunningly Adar, my beautiful queen of the ocean crowd.

我只是把一個小數字上的迪斯科今晚我們有我的華麗閃亮翅與這個驚人的阿達，我美麗的海洋女王人群。

And, you know, just a little Parker to keep me warm on a nice evening.

而且，你知道，只是一個小帕克 讓我溫暖在一個美好的夜晚。

Yeah, I think the limit is your imagination.

是啊，我覺得極限是你的想象力。

If you've got a good imagination and your creative, then you should be able to make anything like fantastical or mythical.

如果你有很好的想象力和你的創造力，那麼你應該可以做出任何類似奇幻或神話的東西。

I found a way to live my life as a new character every single day.

我找到了一種方法，讓自己的生活每天都是一個新的角色。

I like to escape from the world that we live in by being a monster from another realm.

我喜歡通過做一個來自另一個世界的怪物來逃避我們生活的世界。

Mhm.

嗯

Yeah.

是啊。

Mhm.

嗯

Uh huh.

嗯哼。

No.

不知道