[M:] Nervaner!!! (Nirvana) yeah I used to dress like this because it was part of my generation

[M:] Nervaner!!!(Nirvana)是的，我曾經穿成這樣，因為這是我這一代人的一部分。

[S:] "used to"

[S:]"曾經"。

[S:] So we don't usually do videos like this

[S:] 所以我們通常不會做這樣的視頻

But I actually really want to show you this because this is very special to me. YouTube has mailed us a package a rather

但實際上我真的想給你們看這個，因為這對我來說非常特別。YouTube給我們郵寄了一個包裹，一個相當

Big box like this and inside is one of the most important things that we've ever

像這樣的大盒子，裡面是我們有史以來最重要的東西之一。

Received from YouTube. The first thing in here is a really nice letter, and it reads like this:

從YouTube上收到的。這裡的第一件事是一封非常好的信，它的內容是這樣的。

"Hey Simon and Martina, when we look back at the channel you've created, we're in awe the videos you've made and the incredible relationship

"嘿，西蒙和瑪蒂娜，當我們回顧你們創建的頻道時，我們對你們製作的視頻和令人難以置信的關係感到敬畏。

You've built with your fans. These connections are what make youtube thrive. We want to send you a little something to say

你與你的粉絲建立了聯繫。這些聯繫是使youtube茁壯成長的原因。我們想送你一點東西說

thanks for all that you do. This gift celebrates uniqueness of your fans your channel and the community you created together.

感謝你所做的一切。這份禮物是為了慶祝你的粉絲你的頻道和你共同創造的社區的獨特性。

We know how much courage time and talent. [Both:] Uhh we don't know about that

我們知道有多大的勇氣時間和才能。 我們不知道這一點。

[S:] It takes to share your passion with the world

[S:] 需要與世界分享你的激情

and we couldn't feel more fortunate to play even a small role in your success. Happy 2018. The YouTube team and

我們感到非常幸運，能夠在你們的成功中發揮哪怕是很小的作用。2018年快樂。YouTube團隊和

Specifically from a partner manager says thank you for always being awesome, Hugh".He was a really cool guy as well

特別是來自一個合作伙伴的經理說，謝謝你一直以來的努力，休".他也是一個非常酷的人。

The second thing that we got right here is the thing that really

我們在這裡得到的第二件事是真正的事。

matters to me and actually made me really choked up when I saw it.

對我來說很重要，實際上，當我看到它時，讓我真的哽咽了。

It's this right here a little plaque that says Simon and Martina

就是這個，這裡有一個小牌子，上面寫著西蒙和瑪蒂娜

It has a little Spudgy emoji, and I'm not sure if you could read here because of how glossy

它有一個小的Spudgy表情符號，我不確定你是否能讀到這裡，因為它是多麼的光鮮。

this is but behind all of this are comments. [M:] Comments you guys have left

這是，但這一切的背後是評論。[M:] 你們留下的評論

[S:} You've left and I'm gonna read some of them without trying to cry. Your content helps me through my day

[S:}你已經離開了，我要讀一些，不要想哭。你的內容幫助我度過我的一天

I have learned so much from watching your videos. [M:] You're an inspiration. I love you so much X O. [S:] This concept is beyond helpful

我從觀看你的視頻中學到了很多東西。[M:] 你是一個靈感。我太愛你了 X O. [S:] 這個概念對我幫助很大。

Thank you guys so much for being a positive impact to this world. I love you guys so much and Martina

非常感謝你們對這個世界的積極影響。我非常愛你們，還有瑪蒂娜

you are so strong and brave to be able to not only go through this, but to help other people along the way

你是如此的堅強和勇敢，不僅能夠經歷這些，而且還能幫助其他人。

[M:] P.S Martina's mini garden is super Kawaii!! (cute)

[M:] P.S 瑪蒂娜的迷你花園是超級卡哇伊的！!(可愛)

Okay, here's the thing before *unintelligible* [S:] Whoo! Whoo boy!

好吧，這裡的東西之前*不明白* [S:] Whoo!Whoo男孩！

[M:] When we opened up this plaque and we started reading these

[M：]當我們打開這塊牌子，開始閱讀這些

We were just able to go through it and know from the comments and the responses what video it was in because we read

我們只是能夠通過它，並從評論和回覆中知道它是在什麼視頻中，因為我們閱讀了

So many comments. [S:] I- I don't think I can emphasize

這麼多評論。 [S:] 我--我想我不能強調

enough how important comments are to us. More than just subscriber counts more than view counts.

足夠的評論對我們來說是多麼重要。不僅僅是訂閱者的數量，更多的是瀏覽量。

Comments are what motivate me more than anything else as soon as we post the video

當我們發佈視頻時，評論是激勵我的最重要因素。

You know that there's notification squad, and I answer as many people as I can, I can't answer everybody

你知道有通知小組，我儘可能多地回答人們的問題，我不能回答所有人的問題。

But I try because this really

但我努力了，因為這真的

Really is important to me. [M:] And sometimes the two of us are answering the same comment on different computers

真的對我很重要。 [M:] 而且有時我們兩個人在不同的電腦上回答同一個評論

[S:] And then becomes and we're both racing, we're like (both yelling to answer first)

[S:]然後變得和我們都在比賽，我們就像（都嚷著要先回答）。

Like we this is

像我們這是

Really really special to us. [M:] The reason why we wanted to talk to you guys about this was because we're talking about

對我們來說真的非常特別。[M:] 我們之所以想和你們談這個問題，是因為我們正在談論

You guys our community taking the time out of your day

你們這些傢伙，我們的社區從你們的日子裡抽出時間來

To watch a video and then to leave us a comment

觀看視頻，然後給我們留言

Whether it's feedback on the video or something that you loved about it or the reason why?

無論是對視頻的反饋，還是你喜歡的東西或原因？

You keep coming back to our videos

你不斷地回來看我們的視頻

It is so so important to us

它對我們來說是如此的重要

[S:] And we answer so many comments to the point that we actually know a lot of you by name. We know

[S:]我們回答了這麼多的評論，以至於我們實際上知道你們很多人的名字。我們知道

William Chen

陳韜

Awkward T, Carlina Box the indiekitten, Chris Owens we know we know I can't name all of you

笨拙的T，卡琳娜-博克斯，獨立的小貓，克里斯-歐文斯，我們知道我們知道我不能說出你們所有的名字。

But like they're like even though we have over a million subscribers we do our best to try to connect [M:] Paisley

但就像他們一樣，即使我們有超過一百萬的用戶，我們也會盡力去嘗試聯繫 [M:] Paisley

[S:] Paisley! with as many of you as we can't not just on YouTube

[S：]佩斯利！與儘可能多的你，我們不能只在YouTube上

But on Twitter as well on Facebook [M:] Trevor [S:] on our

但在Twitter以及Facebook [M:] Trevor [S:] 上，我們的

Website cyber three like we read all of your comments this

網站網絡三部像我們讀了你所有的評論，這

communication that we have with you is more fulfilling to me as a

我們與你的溝通對我來說更有成就感，因為我是一個

person than any paycheck that we get to think that I

我認為我是一個比任何薪水都要高的人。

can speak with people that these videos connect with that's

可以與這些視頻所聯繫的人交談，這就是

That's a level of fulfillment that I don't feel anybody can have in their job. This to me is so

這是我覺得任何人都無法在他們的工作中獲得的成就感。這對我來說是如此

profound. [M:] The reason why I want to emphasize to you guys is that your comments motivate us. When I put out my video on

深刻。 [M:] 我想向你們強調的原因是，你們的評論激勵著我們。當我把我的視頻放在

Building a ladder and depression, and I was sharing that with you guys. I thought to myself

建造一個梯子和抑鬱症，我在和你們分享這一點。我心想

I'm alone in this like I am alone in this anxiety

我一個人在這，就像我一個人在這焦慮中一樣

I'm alone in this depression, my friends don't talk about this they seem to be functioning fine

我在這種抑鬱症中是孤獨的，我的朋友們不談論這個問題，他們似乎都很正常。

This is just me so what I put up this video to share with you guys

這只是我，所以我把這個視頻放在這裡與你們分享

And I saw these comments being like I'm also struggling with this or I know what you're going through or I am feeling the same

我看到這些評論說，我也在為這個問題掙扎，或者我知道你在經歷什麼，或者我有同樣的感覺。

Way and you guys started sharing your personal stories with me

方式和你們開始與我分享你們的個人故事

And then I saw you guys using the hashtags for build a ladder. It wasn't just like

然後我看到你們在使用建梯子的標籤。這並不只是像

Oh good this video is a success

哦，好的，這個視頻是成功的

I'm not depressed suddenly like I'm still struggling with it but to see you guys

我沒有突然感到沮喪，好像我還在掙扎，但看到你們

Reach out and share to me and for me to go

伸出手來，與我分享，讓我去

Ducky oh my god. I'm not alone in this

鴨子哦，我的上帝。我不是一個人在戰鬥

[S:] You know there's like even like when the doctors have diagnosed, Martina with EDS or when she sees her specialists

[S:]你知道，甚至當醫生診斷出瑪蒂娜患有EDS時，或者當她看到她的專家時，都會有這樣的感覺。

She still even thinks it herself like maybe this isn't real. Maybe I'm making this up

她甚至自己還認為，也許這不是真的。也許我在編造這一切

Maybe this is all my head and when she sees your comments. She feels like she's not actually going crazy

也許這都是我的想法，當她看到你的評論。她就會覺得自己其實並沒有發瘋。

[M:] Yeah, I'm sure a lot of you have had that before where you think because you can't see anything, but you're feeling it

[M:]是的，我相信你們中的很多人以前都有過這樣的經歷，你認為因為你看不到任何東西，但你卻感覺到了它。

And you're trying to explain to people and they're just like oh you're fine

你試圖向人們解釋，而他們只是說哦，你很好。

You start to really feel like you're crazy, so it means so much and when I get up in the morning

你開始真的覺得自己是個瘋子，所以這意味著很多，當我早上起床的時候

I go onto Twitter

我進入了Twitter

I go on Instagram and I look up the build a ladder hashtags

我在Instagram上查找 "建梯子 "的標籤。

And I see what you guys are going through and I see you guys being like

我看到你們正在經歷的事情，我看到你們就像

Had a hard time getting out of bed today

今天好不容易才從床上爬起來

But I decided to build a ladder and go up to the backyard and take a picture of the sunset

但我決定搭個梯子，到後院去拍一張日落的照片

And I'm just like great idea like I'm gonna do that today like it's a back and forth. [S:] The the build a ladder

我就想這是個好主意，就像我今天要做的那樣，就像一個來回。[S:] 建一個梯子

Concept isn't something that's just for Martina its something that's for me as well, and the best way that I build my ladder

概念不是隻針對瑪蒂娜的東西，它也是針對我的東西，也是我建立自己階梯的最佳方式。

Whenever there are days in which I see Martina's health really going to shit, and I'm like forget this we can't do this anymore

每當有一天，我看到瑪蒂娜的健康狀況真的很糟糕，我就想忘了它吧，我們不能再這樣下去了。

Let's just pack up and give up. When I see your comments,

讓我們收拾行裝，放棄吧。當我看到你的評論時。

I'm like I feel...

我就像我覺得...

Like I want to keep going I feel like I want to keep doing this like your comments are my ladder.

就像我想繼續下去，我覺得我想繼續做這個，就像你的評論是我的梯子。

They helped me to keep on going and I read them first thing in the morning. I wake up

它們幫助我繼續前進，我每天早上第一件事就是閱讀它們。我起床後

I open up the studio app and I read comments. I've answered so many of your comments

我打開工作室的應用程序，我閱讀評論。我已經回答了你的許多意見

While taking a dump. [M:] Sorry Guys.

在拉屎的時候。[M:] 對不起，夥計們。

I've spoken with so many people while taking a dump online, you're such a huge part of our dumping routine. [M:] Well

我在網上拉屎的時候和很多人說過話，你是我們拉屎程序中的一個重要部分。[M:] 嗯

What we are trying to say is that community to us is key.

我們想說的是，社區對我們來說是關鍵。

The relationship we've built with you guys is key.

我們與你們建立的關係是關鍵。

And that's why we were so moved when we received this in the mail because a lot of people struggle to be like they want

這就是為什麼當我們在郵件中收到這封信時，我們非常感動，因為很多人都在為成為他們想要的樣子而奮鬥。

A million subscribers they want the reduce to have a million views they want to go viral

一百萬訂閱者，他們希望減少有一百萬的瀏覽量，他們希望成為病毒。

That's just not enough to keep you going. It's not enough to motivate you in a in a really good way

這只是不足以讓你繼續前進。這不足以激勵你以一種真正好的方式前進。

[S:] I feel like even when the day comes that people stop watching our videos and like nobody cares anymore

我覺得即使有一天，人們不再看我們的視頻，好像沒有人關心我們了

I'll still have those real connections and relationships with the people that I've met online and even with the people that I've met offline.

我仍然會有那些真正的聯繫和關係，與我在網上認識的人，甚至與我在網下認識的人。

Some of our really good friends are people that we've met

我們的一些真正的好朋友是我們認識的人

through YouTube, through the comments section. [M:] Through our website. [S:] Through our website

通過YouTube，通過評論區。[M:] 通過我們的網站。[S:] 通過我們的網站

This means a lot more to us.

這對我們來說意味著更多。

Not just like from a career perspective, but from like a people perspective for like our own well-being.

不僅僅是像從職業的角度，而是像從人的角度，為了像我們自己的福祉。

Your contribution to our community is profound.

你對我們社區的貢獻是深遠的。

[M:] When I was growing up I had a really big connection with Japan and Asia because I had a really good friends that I grew up with.

在我成長過程中，我與日本和亞洲有非常大的聯繫，因為我有一個非常好的朋友和我一起長大。

And when I was going to school *old person voice* back when there was almost no internet.

而在我上學的時候，*老者的聲音*，那時幾乎沒有互聯網。

Do you know how hard it was to find a community of people that's thought like you. I would go through school

你知道要找到一個和你想法一樣的人的社區有多難嗎。我將通過學校

And if I said to someone like "Oh have you heard of like Sailor Moon?" like people are into comics and they're like

如果我對某人說："哦，你聽說過美少女戰士嗎？"就像人們對漫畫感興趣，他們會說

"What is that?" There was no like you know way to

"那是什麼？"沒有像你知道的方式來

Connect with people and then the internet came around and I was able to start finding people online around the world

與人聯繫，然後互聯網出現了，我能夠開始在網上找到世界各地的人

But it was still that sketchy stage

但它仍然是那個草率的階段

We're like I don't know what I'm talking to. [S:] You guys are the community that Martina

我們就像我不知道我在和什麼人說話。[S:] 你們是瑪蒂娜的社區

should have had when she was growing up [M:] That I wanted! [S:] That she really wanted and for you to be here when.. (chokes up and clears throat)

在她成長過程中應該擁有的 [M:] 那是我想要的!這是她真正想要的，也是你在這裡的時候... ...(哽咽著，清了清嗓子)

That means a lot hi. [M:] Just cry (T^T awh)

這意味著很大的喜。 [M:]只是哭 (T^T awh)

Just let it all out big guys

大夥兒，把話都說出來吧

it's okay to cry. [S:] The point is if you've seen some creators that are profoundly vile the shitty

哭是可以的。 [S:]重點是如果你看到一些創作者是深刻的卑鄙的低劣的

Garbage pieces of filth and you feel that YouTube is going in the wrong direction

垃圾的碎片，你覺得YouTube正朝著錯誤的方向發展。

And you feel like you don't know what you could do what you can do is

而你覺得你不知道你能做什麼，你能做的是

Contribute to the communities that mean something to you

為對你有意義的社區做出貢獻

[M:] We're not just saying our own community [S:] Leave people comments send them messages

[M:]我們不只是說我們自己的社區 [S:]給人們留言給他們發資訊

Share their videos let them know let the people know who make these videos that they're important to you

分享他們的視頻，讓他們知道，讓製作這些視頻的人知道，他們對你很重要。

Let them know how their videos help you out. So speaking of sharing

讓他們知道他們的視頻是如何幫助你的。是以，說到分享

We've made a playlist of other creators that we really like that we think that maybe you should check out

我們製作了一個我們非常喜歡的其他創作者的播放列表，我們認為也許你應該查看一下。

And if you like their videos leave them a nice comment as well

如果你喜歡他們的視頻，也請給他們留下一個好的評論。

[M:] And I'm hoping that you're gonna find someone new we're cut we're trying to not be like here are eight friends

我希望你能找到一個新的人，我們正在努力，不要像這裡的八個朋友一樣。

We're trying to go outside of that to a realm of videos that maybe you've not seen before. [S:] Right and the last thing in this

我們試圖跳出這個圈子，進入一個也許你以前沒見過的視頻領域。[S:] 對了，這裡面的最後一件事

package that we got from YouTube were extra copies of

我們從YouTube得到的包裹是額外的副本

This post that they said that we could share with some of you

他們說的這個帖子，我們可以與你們中的一些人分享

And we want to I'm not sure if you're gonna find this weird to be like hey

我們想......我不知道你是否會覺得這樣做很奇怪，就像是......嘿嘿。

I left the comment on Simon and Martina's video and then they gave me like other people's comments, so if you would like one of these

我在西蒙和瑪蒂娜的視頻上留下了評論，然後他們給了我像其他人的評論，所以如果你想得到其中的一個

Please leave a comment and then we'll pick some of you [M:] yeah we'll mail it out to you guys. They come in really nice packages.

請留下評論，然後我們會挑選一些人[M:]是的，我們會把它郵寄給你們。它們的包裝非常好。

[S:] But if these are weird then. [Both:] Don't worry about it!

[S:]但如果這些是奇怪的，那麼。[Both:] 別擔心!

[M:] I understand I can send it to my mom and dad and they'll be my son! And they'll put it up on the wall

[M:]我明白了，我可以把它寄給我的爸爸媽媽，他們會成為我的兒子!而且他們會把它掛在牆上的

So yeah. [S:] Hey

所以是的。[S:] 嘿

Really truly. Thank you. For being a part of our community [M:] You guys are awesome. It's critical to our well-being. Thank you guys so much.

真的真的。謝謝你們。對於成為我們社區的一部分[M:]你們太棒了。這對我們的福祉至關重要。太感謝你們了。

(From the subtitle person, Thank you all for being awesome nasty's! This community is truly special.) *claps*

(來自字幕組的消息，感謝你們都是了不起的討厭鬼!這個社區真的很特別）。)*鼓掌*。