I wasverylikeindecisiveofhow I wantedtodothisyear.
Youknow, I usuallygoreallybigwithlike a reallybigtrainorlikepuffunder, but I feellikethistime I justfeellike I wantedcleancutbut a lotbecauseit's neversimple.
It's neversimple.
Researchisneversimple.
It's alwayslikeallthechainonmyhand.
So I thinkhe's oneofthelongesttalkingmycareertomake, butit's worthit.
I don't thinkpeoplealwaysnoticethedetail.
Likethere's a veryfinedetaileddressedlike, likecomehere, comehere, comehere, lookattheglovesthough, heavyglovelikethiswithallthesedetailsforwherenottoslidedown.
Trustme, it's notaseasyaspeoplethinkitis.
Wewereonlytogetherbecauseyoulookamazing.
I'm soproudof.
Youlovetheback.
We'renotgonnaseeit, butit's amazing.
Areyoulookingbackfromtheback?
I knowit's sosexy, sosexy.
Lookumyoulookamazing.
Okay, I'm givingregal, I'm givinggroomedwoman.
I feelliketoday I'm like a grownwomanandyouknow, I've I'vebeen a grownwomanfor a minutenow, but I don't knowwhatitis.
I justfeellikethisyearthat's how I'vebeenfeelingaboutmyselftolike I'm a grownasswoman.
I gottwokids, I gotsomuchresponsibilitiesand I ain't gottimefornobody's ship.