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  • In my family, there was a sense that Oxbridge was unattainable,

  • but also a feeling of good for you for trying.

  • I'm a first generation student, so no one in my family

  • had ever been to university before, and I didn't really know what to expect.

  • But when I got here, I realised that there are loads of people in the same boat.

  • Hi, I'm Sarah, and I study the four year Classics course at Fitzwilliam College, Cambridge.

  • Before I came to Cambridge, I was at a state faith school

  • which would send a couple of people to Oxbridge most years.

  • Once I decided that I wanted to study at Cambridge,

  • I basically just went to the university website

  • and looked through all the information about the different colleges

  • and the different courses to see what might suit me.

  • I also went on Twitter and found the #CambTweet

  • initiative, where Cambridge students tweet about their daily lives,

  • and I could see what they were doing

  • and see if that was the sort of thing that I might enjoy doing as well.

  • I visited on an Open Day, which was a really incredible opportunity

  • to look around some colleges talk with some of the academics from the Classics faculty

  • and get a sense of what they might be looking for in a student

  • and what I might be looking for.

  • And of course,

  • I also got to talk to some of the directors of studies for my course.

  • Who are the people who oversee your academic life at Cambridge.

  • If you've grown up with Cambridge being this mythical place, getting in doesn't feel possible.

  • But once you're here, you'll realise it's the real world

  • I was really worried about

  • feeling imposter syndrome when I came to Cambridge and feeling like

  • I didn't deserve my place

  • and like I wasn't actually doing as well as people thought I was.

  • And that's still a thing that I experienced two years in,

  • I'll have a Director of Studies (DoS) meeting and she'll be like:

  • 'Oh, it seemed to go really well this term.'

  • And I'll be like: 'Oh no, they think I'm doing better than I am. It's all going horribly.'

  • But you've just got to realise that you're here for a reason.

  • They wouldn't have offered you that place if you didn't deserve it.

  • And all the work that you do is a stepping

  • stone to work you're going to do later in your degree

  • and it's about improvement.

  • So even if you feel like you've handed in a really bad essay this week,

  • that's fine. You're going to learn from it and you're going to get better

  • Music has always been an artistic release for me.

  • It's somewhere that you aren't thinking about work in the slightest.

  • You're just thinking about how to produce the best noise.

  • And choir also gives you that community feel of being in any sort of music group gives you.

  • I'm really good friends with all my fellow choristers.

  • And we do things like biscuits in the crypt between services and choir

  • wine after the services, which is really lovely.

  • It can be really scary to take that first step into doing something

  • beyond your degree, but everyone needs some time to not think about work.

  • And so doing an extracurricular activity is a really great space to free your head

  • of all the things that are stressing you out and focus on something different.

  • And then it's also great for your CV.

  • You can put things like society leadership roles

  • and organising events on there and it's something to add,

  • something that adds to you as a person beyond just your academics.

  • Nice one team,

  • good first run.

  • Sopranos I thought you got away with that.

  • Living in a college is a great middle ground

  • between living at home with your parents or to whoever you live at home with

  • and living independently in the big scary world.

  • You're having to look after yourself, but you're also in an environment

  • with other people who are also leaving home for the first time potentially,

  • and with the catering facilities for if you're really scared

  • and you don't know how to cook

  • and the JCR to help run things in Freshers' week

  • and show you how to use the laundry facilities.

  • It's like a supported step into living independently

  • where you're not left out on your own.

  • A college is a space where you're going to be seeing the same people over and over again.

  • There'll probably be a couple of other people who are studying

  • the same course as you who you tend to have supervisions with.

  • But there's also the people that you're living with,

  • the people that you see in the buttery if you can choose to have food there

  • the people who sit in the cafe all day chatting with you.

  • It means that you have no choice but to get to know people and make friends with them.

  • Studying at Cambridge has been such a cool experience.

  • I never thought I'd get to learn about something

  • that I love in this much detail and to this higher level.

  • I'm really glad I applied and there's so much information out there,

  • so don't let anything hold you back.

  • One of the great things about Cambridge is the number of

  • bursaries on offer to help you with your finances.

  • Sometimes student finance isn't quite enough to cover

  • all your living costs, but Cambridge is a uni

  • where they really want you to be able to focus on your studies

  • without worrying about the financial impact of them.

  • I receive the Cambridge Bursary,

  • which is an extra £2,000 a year on top of my student finance.

  • I don't have to pay it back.

  • And it's a real relief to know that I've got that financial security.

In my family, there was a sense that Oxbridge was unattainable,

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