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  • - The first time I ever felt like I was an actress,

  • was when I was in elementary school.

  • And I was chosen to do a fake lemonade ad.

  • I held an empty carton of lemonade,

  • and I read a teleprompter,

  • which was another second grader

  • holding a piece of cardboard.

  • And I remember thinking to myself,

  • this is something that I could do for my big life.

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  • I'm Stephanie Hsu and this is On The Rise.

  • Growing up I just never knew

  • that you could really actually be an actor.

  • My mom specifically, she pointed on a TV screen and said,

  • "There's no way that you can be an actor,

  • because nobody on the screen looks like you."

  • And at the time,

  • pretty much all we had was Lucy Liu and Sandra Oh,

  • and she wasn't wrong.

  • There was really, there was no "Crazy Rich Asians"

  • there was not even a

  • "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon" at that time.

  • But I just, I don't know, I kept going.

  • Somewhere in the pit of my stomach,

  • knew that I had to try.

  • Another memory that I do remember is being...

  • When I was in again,

  • like second, third grade,

  • I was in a girl band called The Blossoms.

  • We would just sing and we would do choreographed dances.

  • The stakes were very high,

  • and people would also get tickets to our show,

  • even though it was free.

  • Cause literally we were all at recess at the same time.

  • But yeah, our manager Ryan he would hustle that blacktop.

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  • - I think the first role

  • that made me really feel like I was an actress,

  • was this role Christine Canigula

  • for this Broadway show called Be More Chill.

  • And in my head I wasn't like,

  • "I'm an actress."

  • I don't think I was thinking that.

  • But you know, growing up,

  • I never ever, ever thought

  • that I would be a lead on Broadway.

  • And so when that show came to Broadway,

  • I remember thinking to myself,

  • I've been given this crazy, amazing opportunity

  • and I have to just rise a above and beyond to this occasion

  • because I may never get a chance like this again.

  • So, and that show during that time

  • it was also the first season that I shot

  • for the Marvelous Mrs. Maisel.

  • So I was doing eight shows a week

  • and filming season three of Maisel.

  • I was taking it really seriously

  • 'cause I knew how lucky I was

  • and I wanted to be excellent.

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  • I think somewhere in Google it says I'm a comedian

  • which I don't think I'm a comedian.

  • When I was in college,

  • I was in a sketch group.

  • It was called Hammerkatz.

  • Hammerkatz was started by Donald Glover.

  • And so there was Hammerkatz,

  • which was a sketch group.

  • And then there was a Danger Box,

  • which was the improp group.

  • And out of the two groups, there were three Asians.

  • It was me, Andy Dow and a little person named Bowen Yang.

  • And we used to do comedy shows all over New York together.

  • It was really fun.

  • And I remember thinking like I love comedy.

  • I love being silly.

  • I love being weird.

  • I love making people laugh,

  • but I can't it be a comedian

  • because the hours are so crazy

  • and you have to stay up so late, period.

  • I just can't stay up that late to be funny.

  • I'm sleepy.

  • My first celebrity crush was The Spice Girls,

  • all of them.

  • The end.

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  • I used to know every single lyric

  • to every single song.

  • I think that's where I first learned

  • to do British accent.

  • Learnt is learned to do a British accent.

  • No, I'm not gonna show you.

  • No, I feel your little head peeking behind the monitor.

  • (chuckles)

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  • The biggest discovery I've made in the last few years,

  • is that, I love making movies.

  • There's this clip of Keanu Reeves

  • when he's getting his hands

  • on the Hollywood Walk of Fame

  • and he goes, "I just love movies,

  • I love watching them, I love making them."

  • And that's how I feel.

  • I love movies.

  • I wanna make movies for ever and ever.

  • It is the best.

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  • Everything, everywhere all at once is I guarantee you,

  • unlike anything anyone has ever seen all at once

  • ever and ever, maybe sometimes.

  • It is a crazy wild genre mashup of a movie

  • that will truly blow your mind.

  • And also I think explode your heart

  • and make you ugly cry in a movie theater.

  • And you'll be like, "what just happened?"

  • It is a movie about a broken family

  • that is desperately trying to find one another

  • through the chaos of life,

  • but also the multiverse.

  • I play Michelle Yo's daughter, Joy.

  • One of my favorite scenes that we shot

  • for the movie is,

  • The Hallway Scene.

  • And I, well, this is gonna go,

  • I haven't figured out how to say this in press yet,

  • because, you know,

  • when you do videos or you do interviews,

  • if you say a bad word,

  • there's like a bunch of asterisks.

  • So I don't know if you're gonna use this,

  • but I have to swing at Michelle Yo

  • and it's a pretty freaky crazy scene.

  • And I come out dressed as Elvis

  • and I'm walking a pig,

  • and I have a cigarette in my mouth

  • and I explode someone's brain into confetti.

  • It's crazy.

  • And I am just so excited and feel so lucky

  • that I have gotten to be a part of it.

  • And I can't wait for you to see it.

  • One of my favorite movies of the last year

  • was Come On Come On.

  • And I would love to work with Mike Mills.

  • I think him and Miranda July are so dreamy and smart

  • and tender in the heart.

  • And I just would love to work with them

  • or even shake their hand one day.

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  • In five years,

  • I do hope that I am living on some bucolic landscape

  • and I got a vegetable garden

  • and I dream of continuing to make things

  • like we've never seen before

  • and get to play roles that have never been seen.

  • And I hope by then,

  • one of the projects that I am working on

  • is made the next point of growth in my life

  • and in my career is to also be making things

  • that are coming from me,

  • to get something from a seed of an idea

  • to an actual production,

  • whether it is on Broadway,

  • at a downtown theater, a talk show or a movie.

  • It's a journey and you have to really want it

  • and really believe in it.

  • 'Cause you're gonna get so many nos, all along the way,

  • which I guess some people

  • would say is the same for acting,

  • but I think it is even more vulnerable

  • when the idea and the words come from you,

  • as opposed to someone else.

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  • I've been doing a lot of deep dive on Brad Pitt,

  • because he is beautiful.

  • But also,

  • because he elevates so many stories

  • and young filmmakers who are kind of starting out

  • and he's produced some of the most

  • critically acclaimed films.

  • I did see him one time in person at the sag awards.

  • It was that moment where he and Jennifer Aninson embraced.

  • I was literally right there.

  • I'm so short.

  • And I just remember looking up and being like,

  • "y'all are beautiful, you're literally beautiful."

  • I'm now hugely embarrassed.

  • If he ever happens to watch this video

  • I'm gonna be mortified.

  • But I also hope that Brad Pitt watches

  • Harper's bizarre on the rise.

  • To me, I think making it means,

  • that you get to make things

  • and continue to make with people

  • that you really care about

  • and love

  • and admire and new creatives you don't even know about.

  • And you get to,

  • like, live on a farm somewhere

  • and no one's bothering you

  • and you don't have to have an Instagram.

  • That's what making it feels like to me.

  • Chuckles

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- The first time I ever felt like I was an actress,

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