I thinkitwasmiddleschoollike I PerformedasGirlsGeneration's Taeyeon, so I waslikecross-dressingsince I waslike 12-13 with a bunchofgirlsandwewoulddancetothoseGirlsGenerationmusicvideosandthensincethat I hadthisideaofYouknowcross-dressingand I'vealwayshadlonghairwhen I wasveryyoungtolikemywaistandthenlikegoingintoUniversityLike I gottoknowmoreaboutdragandthat's whenitreallystartedWhatwasitatuniversitythatsparkedthat I think?
Myroommateatthetimeshowedmeseasonthreeofdragraceand I wasumsharingneedlesAndthenyouknowgoingoutinLondon.
YouknowthenightlifeandclubkidsisprettyPrettyawesomethere, so I wouldgooutandseethesepeoplewhowoulddresscreativelyanddresscrazilySoyoukindofwanttohavetrythatonandhavefunSobeing a younglittlegayboyinuniversityyouwanttoexperienceeverything's so I wouldlikeGobymyselftotheseclubslikedodragmakeup, whichwashideousandgoseeshowsSolike I rememberAquariawenttoLondontoperform, butshewasn't announcedontheshowButlike I wasobsessedwithAquaria, so I wenttoseeheranddragbymyselftothislittleclubinEastlondontoseeherperformwhichwascrazySoyou'vementionedsharingneedlesandAquaria.
It's justlikeShe's justreallyamazingandhowsheincorporateslikeartsinto a drag, and I reallyaspiretothatyeahandInspirationsoutsideofdraghaveyoubeeninspiredbysomething I don't know I trytoemulatelikefierceAsianwomanbecause I feellikeAsianwomaninWesternmediaisnotreallyportrayedasmuchlikethinkofanAsianpopstarinWesterncultureLike I don't seeanyone.
I'm notsaying I'm gonnabe a popstar, butit's justlikeanimageof a fiercefunAsianwoman I trytoimaginethatinmydragand I trytoemulatethisdominatrixkindoffeeltomydragwhichislike I demandSomething I guessYes, I demandbananasrightnowAndsoaboutthebananaswheredidthiscomefromthebananaBuddha?
It's definitely a slowdevelopmentItwasin 2020 when I likemadethisfull-onfull-onyellowoutfit, and I waslikeohmygod I think I'm obsessedwhen I startedlikewearingallyellowAndthenpeoplewouldsay I looklike a bananaideaformeislikeit's campIt's kindoflikesexuallikekindofhintingtosexIt's phallic.
It's justlike a reallyfunobject, anditappears a lotinpopartsolikebananasjustmadesenseandYouclearlyyoutake a lotofinspirationfromyourculturerightandsohowdoesGrowingupinTaiwaninfluenceyourdragSo I feellikegrowingup I'm notlikefullyimmersedinmyownTaiwaneseculturebecause I meanlike I wasbornintheStatesAnd I movedtoHongKongand I livedinHongKongfor a fewyears, then I movedbacktoTaiwanSo I feellikeformedoingdragandincorporatingmyowncultureis a wayofmeReconnectingwithmyownbackgroundsince I didn't reallyhavethatat a youngageSoit's likemetryingtogettoknowmycultureagainthroughdragAndwhatdoyouseeintheselikemoretraditionalaspectsofTaiwanesecultureandwhenyoulookatit?
I don't feellike I seedragnecessarilyintheseculturesButit's justlikethere's somethinginitthatissofuntomeAndit's justsocreativeandjustlikesolocalandlooseandjustveryinvitingtomeSo I trytolikefindelementsofthoseTraditionalactslikeyouknowtemplefairshaving a banquetTheseshowsattempleslikeyoubasicallyhavepoledancerswhogonakedtodanceforthegodsButlikeyouwouldn't necessarilythinkyouwouldseetheseperformancesat a traditionaltemplekindofyouknowWhereyou'resupposedtobeprayingtoGod, so I don't knowit's justveryfuntomeIt's it's likeanelementofcampYouyouworethisoutfitforoneoftheRuPaul's Episodesandcanyoutellusabouttheoutfit?
How'd youcomeupwithit?
thisoutfit I preparedforthetalentshowsectionandForthat I feltlikeitwas a veryuniquechanceformetoshowcasemyculturebecauseyouknowRuPaulDragraceis a competitionformat, soyoudon't necessarilyGet a lotofopportunitiestoreallydo a moreseriousculturalthingSo I feltlikethetalentshowwas a chanceformetobemoreseriousso I reachedoutto a person a Specializesinmoretraditionalkindofoutfitsliketheymadethisbirdwhichis a TaiwaneseNationalTaiwanesebirdtheTaiwanesemagpieonmyheadsoforthattalentmember I imaginebeing a TaiwanesebirdLandingonAmericansoildoingmylittledancearoundthestageSowhatdidyoubringtoRuPaulthatyouthinkwasanadvantageforyoutowinovertheotherQueens?
BeinganAsianQueenandBeingabletoreallyincorporatemytraditionalbackgroundalreadygivesmeanedgeinthiscompetitionWhichmakesmereallyuniquebecause I feellikenot a lotofpeopleCanDothiskindofdragthat I doand a lotofpeoplewhogrowupwatchingdragraceHavethisideaofhowtododragthroughwatchingdragraceSotheydon't necessarilythinkofoh, I couldyouknowincorporatethisThatis a moretraditionalwayofdoingdragintotheirowndragandwithoutgivinganythingawayontheshowObviously, whatdidyoustrugglewithmostthroughoutthecompetition?
RememberingtobemyselfandtobecenteredInoneselfbecause I feellikeyouknowbeingin a competitionsettingit's reallystressfulyouseeallthesefierceQueensdotheirthingandthenyoukindofgetinto a insecureheadspaceofohMaybe I shoulddowhatthey'redoingtoreallyShowmoreofmyself, youknowatonepoint.
I reallyhadtoLayinbedandremindmyselftoyouknowBeingmyselfisenoughliketheychoseyouobviouslyfor a reasonsoyoudon't reallyhavetoBesomeoneelse.