But I alsoknewtheroleandthefilmitselfwouldbeverychallengingandtakemetoplacesthat I hadnothadtheopportunitytogotobeforeasanactor.
Hesaidhehadnointentionofofferingmethepart, buthejusthad a gutfeeling.
Sothatwasvery, very, veryhappydayforme.
I feellike a completefailure.
If I'm likethis, it's yourfault.
Whathave I done?
What's myfault?
Haven't I alwaysdoneeverythingforyou?
I havetherighttoreinventmylife.
I wouldprobablysay I'm thetypeofactorbecauseofmytrainingwhere I canleave a partbehindas I gohome.
It's never 100%.
Whetherit's thepartorjustyourmindorheartthinkingabouttheworkyou'vedonethatdayorwhat's comingupthenextdayorthisparticularroleinthisparticularfilmandmyapproachtoit, I reallystruggletoletitgo.
I remembermywifesayingthat.
Shegoes, you'rekindof a hotmess.
I wouldn't usethosewordstodescribeyou, but I wasn't sleepingverywell.
I foundmyselfreallyexperiencingemotions I'd neverreallyhadoffset.
Incrediblevulnerability, a restlessness.
I wasmovedbytheworkweweredoingand I foundithardtogetoutofthatspace.
Partofmedidn't wanttogetoutofthatspace.
I waswithmyfamily.
Soanyone, actuallyanyonealive, becausewe'reallpartof a family, aregoingtoseethismovieandit's goingtomakeyouwanttotalkandhugandbewithyourfamilyevenmore.
So I wasgoinghomeand a lotofitwasreplayingand I felt a lotofturmoilinside.
I wasluckyenoughtohavemywifetherethat I couldshareitwithher.
Orendidn't wanttorehearse, whichisunusual.
He's a theatreguy.
I'm a theatreguy, sowe'reusedtorehearsals.
Buthesaid, I justwantsomethingorganicand I wanttodiveintoeverysceneand I don't wanttoknowwherewe'regoingtostartand I havenoideawherewe'regoingtofinish.
Let's justgofortheride.
So I thinktheleapoffaiththatthatrequiredmademefeelexcited, scared, vulnerable.
Itwas a weirdthing, but I feltattheendofVenice, I'llbehonest, attimesit's a littleawkwardbecausethat's a longtime.
Wewereallnervousasanyoneisat a premiere, particularlyat a placelikeVenicewithsuch a longhistoryandtogetthatreactionwasveryspecial.
ThisyearonBroadwayhasbeen a year I'llneverforget.
It's beenincrediblyspecial, particularlydoingTheMusicMan, whichisliterallyjusttwoand a halfhoursofjoy.
Itfeelslikeanonstage, backstage.
Themoment I walkintothetheatre, as I walktothetheatre, I actuallygetoutofmycareverynightandwalkbecause I'm gettingreallyexcitedand I liketofeelthatanticipation.
Andtheaudiences, I canfeelthecollectivesighofreliefandthecelebrationofwhatBroadwayisbecausewehadthepandemic.
Itwasdevastatingtoourindustry.
Wearebacktogethersharingstories, sharingexperiencesandcelebratingthebestof, I guess, ofwhatthetheatrecando, whichisthroughmusicandthroughgreatstorytelling, bringingustogether.
IfanyoneknowsTheMusicMan, I havemorelyricsinonesong, I think, thanalmostanyoneintheatrehistory.
So I usedtogooveritconstantlytomakesure I hadit.
But I findmyselfsingingsongsthat I don't sing.
I findmyselfhearingsongsfromthequartetorMariansongsorothersongsthatgothroughmyheadallthetime, butnot 76 trombones, thankfullyformywife.
I dosingintheshowereveryday.
It's reallyboring.
Rightnow I go...
Justtocheck I'vegot a voice.
If I'm notdoing a show, it's comeflywithme.
Themostfun I everhadwasplayingPeterAlleninTheBoyFromOz.
Therewasroughly 10 or 12 minutesofeveryshowthatwascompletelyad-libbed.
I was 50 or 60 showsinand I feltcompletelyfreetodowhateverthehell I wanted.
Man, if I lookback, I had a blast.
I wasanassholeattimes.
I was a complete...
OhmyGod, someofthethings I didbecause I wasacting, terrible.
I broughtupElvisCostello.
I broughtupBarbaraWaltersandMattDamonandmadeMattDamongiveBarbaraWalterswithme a lapdance, which I thenturnedintomegivingMattDamon a lapdance.
Andhedidn't punchme.
Itwasextraordinary.
But I'm goingtopayforallofit.
I'm goingtopayforallofit.
What's yourfavoritethingtohaveforlunch?
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