I soonrealizedthatwhat I wantedtoplayweretheactionroles.
Theheroes.
Ofcoursethesewerethenreservedexclusivelyformenbut I couldseethattheyarefightsequenceswerehighlychoreographedand I knewinmybonesthatmydancetrainingwouldallowmetoexcelatthemifonly I weregiventhechance.
So I wenttomyproducerandsaid I didsayplease I wantanactionrole.
I waspreparedtodoeverythingthemenweredoingthechoreographythestuntstakingtheblowsthewireworkallofit.
What?
Likeit's hard?
Butwhenthechancefinallycame I knewitwasmakeorbreak.
I hadtheoneshottoprovemybankabilityasanactionstarandif I failed I wouldnotgetthatopportunityagain.
So I seizedthemomentwitheverything I hadandasitturnedoutthankfullyaudiencesweremorethanreadyfor a femalestarinactioncomedies.
SowhentheJamesBondproducersknockedonmydoorabout a filmcalledTomorrowNeverDies I thoughtyestheywantmetoplayJamesBond.
I wasfortunatethattheproducersBarbaraBroccoliandMichael G Wilsonhad a substantialroleinmindinthecharacterofWeiLin, a formidableagentwhowasalwaysonestepofherasinstrumentalinmodernizingthefranchiseanditsretrogradeportrayalsofwomen.
SothankyouBarbaraandMichael.
AlthoughofferscameinaftertheBondmovie I waitedtwoyearsfortheproperrolerejectingscriptsthatlackednuanceordepthintheircharacter.
Honestlythereweretimes I haddoubtsastowhether I wasdoingtherightthinginwaiting.
Afterallactorswanttoact.
However I knew I wouldnotbehappyunless I continuetoseekoutrolesthatallowedmeandlike-mindedcreativestodigdeeperandreflectthree-dimensionalhumanityonstage.
AndthatwasCrouchingTigerHiddenDragon.
So I musthavedonesomethingrightbecause I ambusierthanever.
Theseexamplesillustratetheimportanceoflimitationsbecauseourlimitationsbecomeourchallengesandthereisnothinglike a challengetokeepyouworking, strivingandpushingformore.
Everydemeaningrole I wasoffered, everyunderestimatedme.
Mycommunitytranscendstimeinthesensethat I standontheshouldersofthosewhohavecomebeforemeand I amenergizedandinspiredbythosewhocomeafterme.
Mycommunityextendsbeyondpeople I knowpersonallywhichiswhyrepresentationmattersandwhydiversityonandoffthescreenhavebeen a majorpriorityformeparticularlyforwomenandparticularlyinleadroles.
Whenweshine a lightontherichandvariedworldaroundus, weempowerthewholeofourhumanity.
I canseenobetterreasontowakeupinthemorningthantowakeupinthemorningtoseethattheworldisnotlimitedtothefilmindustry.
InmyworkasUNDPGoodwillAmbassador, I havewitnessedthedeepinequalitiesthatcontinuetoplaguesocietiesaroundtheworldand I haveseenupclosehowwomenandgirlsareoftenthelasttogetessentialserviceslikecleanwaterandvaccines, especiallyincrisis.
Forthisreason, I havecommittedmyselfinwalkinginlockstepwiththeirstruggle.
Itfloutedlimitationbytaking a smallerbudgetandturningitintoaninternationalphenomenonanditbroughttogether a communityofcreativeandtalentedindividualsworkingwith a commonpassiontotell a universalhumanstory.
Thiswas a moviemadeentirelywithlovethatwasinmanywaystheculminationofmylife's work.
Andthereverberationsofthatlovecontinuetobefeltaseverything, everywhere, allatoncehascaused a tectonicshiftintheWhen I thinkof a gloriousleapintoanunknownvoid, I thinkofthatmovie.