Well then I'm offended, let's jog your memories, here we go!

Yeah, I went from nobody to kinda famous Hide my plaques inside a closet, I just can't explain it My wife, she tells me that she's proud and thinks that I should hang em But I just leave em on the ground right next to my self-hatred Yeah, yeah, mental health, where's my mental health?

Diagnosed with OCD, what does that mean?

That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about That means I might take a normal thought and think it's so profound Ruminating, feel balloons are full of doubts Do the same things, if I don't I'm overwhelmed Thoughts are pacing, they go round and round and round It's so draining, let's move on to something else Fine, runnin' the game but they don't even know it Like I'm undercover and don't wanna blow it They come out and know it, they don't even notice The flow is so cold, you would think it was slum When I'm under the weather but wind isn't blowin' I got an umbrella for difficult moments, you gotta admit it I'm very devoted, I'm out in the rain But I don't know why it's always so white Hold up my balloons and cover up my face I can feel them weighin' on me every day I should let em go and watch em float away But I'm scared if I do then I'll be more afraid Tell them how I feel but they don't wanna change Tell them how I feel but they remain the same Loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone, ayy, yeah Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone, ayy, yeah Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone, ayy, yeah I hate when they debate if we're underrated We're so overlooked that they're lookin' over our numbers, Nathan We don't do enough interviews or go out in public lately We don't post enough on our socials to keep the buzz from fading Let it fade, yeah, let it fade Once it's decimated then you drop a song out of nowhere And all the fans embrace it And the buzz'll surface again, it's part of my operation I don't need advice from my doubts right now, end of conversation Shut your mouth, yeah, shut your mouth Better tone it down, close it now If you make a sound, I'ma change it down Funny how they be actin' loud Comin' on it now, so they wild Man, the kid is wild, pretty wild, true I'm kinda funny but don't really show it I keep it together but have a disorder I go to my room and I sit in my corner And talk to myself and I lay with this foreign I think of a rhyme and I have to record it But know if I don't, I wake up in the morning And question my life again, always avoiding I hate to be different but hate to be normal, so I Hold up my balloons and cover up my face I can feel them weighin' on me every day I should let them go and watch them float away But I'm scared if I do then I'll be more afraid Tell them how I feel but they don't wanna change Tell them how I feel but they remain the same Loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone Ayy, yeah Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone Ayy, yeah Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone Remember back in No Name I said fam called Told you I hung up, it kinda felt wrong Finally called him back, we didn't talk long He asked me how I'd been, I sent him this song Yeah, think he took offense, he kinda seemed off I texted him that night to ask what he thought It took a couple days to get a response But once I finally did, he said the song sucks Feel the symptoms, couldn't miss him Wrestle with him, then I pin and flip him Brought some backup, Noah, you should get some Who you dissing?

Mood is switching, don't come in the kitchen You should listen, cooking record Feel my hands are blistering So persistent, don't forget this Hold attention, soul is bending No pretending, open-ended Low percentage, so demented Hold consensus, throw tremendous No apprentice, no incentive So intensive, so possessive Thrown aggressive, watch your step when I Hold up my balloons and cover up my face I can feel them weighing on me every day I should let em go and watch em float away I'm scared if I do, then I'll be more afraid Leave me alone, leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy Leave me alone, leave me alone