I wokeupat 5amtoday, soit's beenanearlymorningforme
I havemytherapysessionin a fewminutes, so I ameatingmybreakfastandwatchingsomekdramaalright, itisalmosttherapytimewishmeluck
I'llbeback
I gotthenewiphone 15, I heardthisonehas a moreseamlesszoominandzoomoutonthecamerathiscolorisgorgeous, wowthisisthenewtitaniumcolor, it's sosleekandchicit's a lazysunday
I'm having a lazysunday, justbeinginbedand I'm contemplatingif I shouldtake a Pilatesclasslateratnighttoday, weshallfindoutit's thattimeoftheyear
I'm kindoflikehalfandhalfbut I'm heretoshowyouguysmyfavoritepiecesfromOrithere's a earlyaccesstotheirblackfridaysale
I weartheirpieceseverysingledayand I evenhave a collectionwiththemasmanyofyouguysknowthey'rehighquality, ethicallysourcedfairlypricedandthey'refemalefoundedfirstup I gottagiveittomypearlnecklacewhich I wear a littlebittoomuchbut I can't helpitbecauseitgoeswitheverything
I gettonsofquestionswhereit's fromit's fromOriandaswellasmydiamond x ring
I justlikehowit's quitedaintybutit's stilllike a statementit's thediamondconnectionit's classic, daintyandcanbewornbyitselforstackedandthennextupwehavethispiecerightherewhichisstunningthisisactuallycustomizableit's a greenemeraldandwhitetopazpairbothinthematchingearringandnecklaceandthenmovingrightalongwehavethetennisbraceletnecklaceandbaguetteeternityringitstartsunder $200 andit's justsobeautifuland I canimaginemyselfwearingthisfortheholidayseasonandlastbutnotleast
I cannotforgettomentionmyveryowncollectionthetranquilitycollectionsoyoucanusemycodeMCEXCLUSIVEfor a 30% discountcodenominimumspend, nooneelseisgettingthis
I repeat, nooneelseisgettingthisbeforetheirsalekicksoffnextweek
I gotthesecutewhatdoyoucallthese?
likeMaryJaneloafersthey'refromMargielaandthey'reactuallyquitecomfortableit's raining, it's gloomybutweareabouttogethonchinwhichisJapaneseramentherewasanavailabilitytonightattheWilliamsburglocationsothat's wherewe'regoingwhyam I sooutofbreathrightnowitsmellssogoodit's rainingwhyareyourunning?
I'm shygofor a walkyep, he's uplet's gomakingmywaytoBrandCentralbecause I wantedtostopbytheApplestoretotradeinmyoldphonebutyeah, today's justlikeoneofmyfreedaysand I'm justhangingoutbymyselfandthenKristenisintheareashe's gonnameetupfor a quickbitesoyeah, shouldbegoodcanyouguystellhowamazingthisweatherisrightnow?
it's actuallykindofhotit's theApplestoreshoppingyes I amwearingmyLPUblazeragainthisisliketheperfectjackettowearinthisweather
I'm abouttoheadouttothedrycleanerstohemsomejeansandthen I'm also
I likewokeuptooearlyso I'm having a hardtimestayingup
I likedozedoffearlierso I wanttoget a coffeeand I actuallywanttotrythepumpkinspicelatte
I can't rememberif I'vetrieditornot
I don't rememberwhatittasteslikesothat's theplan
I justgotthepricequotetotailortwojeansitwas $90
I think I'm justgoingtoshipittomymomandhaveherhemthejeansformealrightwell I'm goingtogetmycoffeecan I get a pumpkinspicelatte?
I'm readingthelettersthat I gotfrommymeetandgreetandthey'resoniceohmygodtheselettersawwsoniceohmygoshduringthismeetandgreet
I'vehad a fewpeopleactuallycometomeandsaylikemeandmymomlovewatchingyourvideotogethertobehonest
I don't think I haveitinmetokeepmakingvideosifitweren't forthesekindsofwordsbecauseasmuchastheinternetis a greatplaceitcanalsobe a veryscaryplaceyoufeelveryvulnerableputtingyourselfouttherebut I'm gladmyvideosarereachingtosuchamazingpeopleandforyouguystofeellikeyouareconnectingwithmeitmeanssomuchtomesothankyou a lotofmyOGviewerswhohavewatchedmefromtheverybeginningyouhaveseenmegraduatefromcollegemovetoNewYorkandyou'vebasicallyseeneverypartofmylifesincemyearly 20s now I'm readinglettersofyouguyssayingyou'vewatchedmesinceyouwereinhighschoolandnowyou'regraduatedyou'vemovedacrossthecountryandnowyou'regoingtogradschooloryou'reworkingand I'm notgoingtoliethatmakesmefeel a littleoldbutalsothatmakesmesoproudandsohappyand I'm sohonoredtohavebeenpartofyourlifeit's likewe'rebothkindofgrowinguptogethermightaswelljustdo a littlechitchattalkbecausewehaven't doneoneofthosein a whilecatchingyouguysupwithwhere I'm atas I wasgettinginmyfeelsreadingthesebeautifulletters
I feellike I'm in a littlebitof a newtransitionalstageinmylifewhere I'vekindofmovedpasttheearly 20s learninghowtorentanapartmentorhowtouse a dishwasherdealingwithlonelinessin a citywhereyoudon't knowanyonejustlearninghowtofeedmyselflearninghowtolearnfrombadpersonalfinancesandmakinggoodhabitsthingslikethat I feellike I'm kindofgrowingpastthatbackthen I wasreallyfocusedontakingcareofmyselfbutnow I feellike I'm at a stageinmylifewherenotonlydo I needtocareformyselfbut I feellike
I havethisresponsibilitytotakecareaftermyparentseverytime I seethem I feellikeohmygoshmyparentsaregettingolder a lotofthoughts a lotof 고민 아이고 참 growingupissoscarythiswholethingisveryweird I feellikeas I'm gettingolder
I amstartingtorelatetomymom a lot I alwaysthoughtlikesomeofthestuffthatshesaidwhen I wasyounger I waslike 잔소리 soannoyingbutnowthat I'm gettingolderthingsjust
I understandherbetter
I getwhyshesayscertainthingsandnow I feellikeourrelationshiphasjustbecomemoreoflikewe'rejustlikefriends
I know I said a lotbut I feltlike
I needtocatchyouguysuponwhat I'm doing, what I'm thinkingaboutbecausereadingtheselettersjustremindedmeoflikeyouguyshavebeenpartofmylifeineverystagesoyeahthisislike a newslightlynewstageofmylifeand I wanttofillyouguysinonit. Goalforthenextyearistohopefullyhavemyparentsnotwork. Theirbodiesaregettingdefinitelyweakersoitjustworriesme a lotthattheirbodyisnotabletohandlethatkindofworkanymoresoexcitedtotakeyouguysalong. It'llbedefinitelyscaryformebutitshouldbeexcitingsothankyoufortuningintomylittleTEDtalk
feellikefallingdeeper, callit a night, I reallyhateitit's toolongtowaitmylovethat I gaveyou, it's gettingcoldhelloeveryone, I ameatingmybreakfast
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