AntonMauve, mycousinand a famousartist, taughtmehowtopaintinoils.
I gotmyfirstcommission.
DrawingcityscapesofTheHague, thetrainstation.
What a building.
Allthatglass.
I wantedtoshowreallife.
Nature.
Thelivesoffarmers.
What I sawas I feltit.
That's what I wantedtopaint.
Somethinggood.
Somethingwithsoulinit.
Andlook.
Theretheyare.
Theirweather-beatenfacesintheshadows, sittinginthelightof a smalllamp, pokingtheircallousedhandsintothedishofpotatoestheythemselveshavesownandharvested.
Othersdidn't thinkmuchofit.
Thatwoman's noselookslikediceattheendof a pipestem.
EvenTheothoughtitwastoodark.
But I had I wasanartist.
Theo, I oweyousomuch.
When I cametoParis, I livedwithyou.
When I wantedtopaint, youpaidformypaintsandbrushes.