I'm not a streamer, and I don't haveeighthourstoplayeveryday.
Am I justdoomedtobebadatthegame?
Well, over a yearand a halfago, I hadthesesamethoughts.
I waslosing a tonofgunfights, neverseemedtomaketherightrotation, and I wasextremelyfrustratedwiththegame.
I was a shellofthemanwhooncesmiledfromeartoeardroppingintothenight.
Thegamewasquicklybecomingnofun, sodesperateandnotsurewhattodo, I consideredbecomingtheunthinkable.
If I couldn't winmygunfightsorgetwinsanymore, I wouldhavetofullygiveintothedarkness.
Butthen I thought, nowayam I goingtodothat.
I'm goingtofigurethisout.
Sothat's what I did.
I wasabletoimprovefromhavinglessthan a oneKDinMarchof 2020 todropping 30 killgamesonRebirthIsland.
Eventhough I had a full-timejob, I figuredout a waytomaximizemyimprovementinaslittletimeaspossiblethroughaneffectivepracticeroutine.
Practice?
We'retalkingaboutpractice, man.
I know, I know.
Practicegets a badrapbecause, well, it's boringandhonestlycanbe a wasteoftimeifyouaren't practicingtherightthings.
Buttrustme, whetheryou're a workingparentwithonly 15 minutes a dayor a certifieddemonwitheighthours a daytogrind, ifyoufollowthesefourtips, you'llseeinsaneimprovementinnotime.
Sothatwas a recenthighkillgameofminein a reallysweatylobbyonRebirthIsland, butlet's journeybacktowheremyimprovementstarted.
WelcometoVerdansk, a cityofendlessadventure.
Withovereightsquarekilometerstoexplore, weknowthememoriesyoumakeherewithyoursquadwilllast a lifetime.
Comedropintoday.
Itwastheheightofthepandemic, andlikemanyofyou, I wasaddictedtoWarzone.
Thiswasmyfirstbattleroyalegame, andtherewasnothingmoresweetinthisworldthangetting a winonthatmapwiththeboys.
Butbecause I wasnewtothisstyleofgame, gettingmorewinsandmorekillswasreallyhard.
Sonaturally, I turnedtoYouTubeforhelp, anditwasatthatpointthatmyworldchanged.
Yousee, I knewthattherewereplayersbetterthanme, but I didn't realizehowmuchbetter.
I startedwatchingproWarzoneplayerslikeHuskersandTeepdropmorethan 30 kills a game.
I didn't knowthatbeingthatgoodwasevenpossible.
Theirgunsjustandtheiraimwasimpossiblygood.
I immediatelyknewthat I woulddowhateverittakestobethatgoodtoo.
I foundsomevideoswithrecommendedtipsonhowtogetbetter, and I gottowork.
I startedshootingbotseveryday, learnedhowtoslidecancel, andwouldn't youknowit, I startedtogetbetter.
MyKDwentup a littlebit, I startedtowingunfights I certainlywouldhavelostinthepast, and I wasreallyhappywithmyprogress.
Butafter a fewmonthsandbuilding a newPC, myimprovementstartedtoplateau.
I wouldhavemomentswheremyaimfeltreallygood, andthenthenextgunfight I wasshootingoctagonsaroundmyopponents.
I hadgottenbetter, but I justwasn't consistent.
Andittookme a whiletorealizeit, butitwastheway I waspracticingthatwasholdingmeback.
I neededtofocusonmindfulrepetition, notmindlessrepetition.
Andhere's what I did.
Insteadofmostlyshootingbotswithout a practiceplan, I startedtospendmoretimemakingupdrillstopracticespecificskills.
Forinstance, I spenthoursshootingdifferentgunsintosignsandmultiplayermapstopracticemyrecoilcontroluntilitwasreallygood.
And I spenthoursontopofEuphratesBridgeshootingbotstopracticethelongdistancetrackingskillsthat I wouldneedinVerdansk.
Andtopracticemymovement, I madeupdifferentcoursestosimulatein-gamesituations.
But I didn't trainforhoursat a time.
I justshowedupconsistentlyandspent 15 to 30 minutesperdayhyper-focusedononeortwoskillsthat I reallywantedtoimprove.
Andthenonce I wasgoodatthatskill, I movedontosomethingelse.
Thiswayofpracticinggaveme a clearfocusandhelpedmeavoiddistractionstogetthemostoutofmypracticetime.
Because I wasn't justmindlesslyshootingbots, I wasmindfullyrepeatingpracticedrillsforimprovement.
Now, I knowyoumightbethinking, howdidyouknowwhattopractice?
Areyoupsychicorsomething?
Well, I'm gladyouasked.
Itwasprettyobviousthat I neededtoworkonmyaiming, so I startedwiththatfirst.
Andas I gotbetter, I actuallystartedrecordingmygameplaysbecause I thought I wasgoingtostartdroppinghighkillgamesandhittingsickclipsallthetime.
Yeah, I was a littleambitious.
Butmyfoolishnessactuallyworkedoutinmyfavorbecausewhen I startedtowatchbackmygamefootage, I quicklysawthatmymovementandaimingweren't nearlyasgoodasthetopplayers.
I was a decentplayer, but I constantlyputmyselfinbadsituationsanddidn't havethegunskilltofightmywayout.
So I startedrecordingmyselfeveryday, and I wouldwatchbackmydeathsfromthepreviousgameas I wasqueuinginto a newgame.
And I wouldaskmyselfquestionslike, could I havemade a betterrotation?
Did I overcommittothatgunfight?
IsmycenteringasgoodasAiden's?
Oh, areyounuts?
Okay, I wasn't delusional.
I knewmygameplaywasn't nearlyasgoodasAiden's.
I mean, notevenclose.
Butbyaskingmyselfthesequestionsandcomparingmyselftoreallygoodplayers, I gotbetterandbettermyself.
Insteadoftaking a momenttoenjoythisaccomplishment, I wentrightbackintothematchmakinggauntlet.
I hadfinallygotten a tasteofsuccessonRebirthIsland, and I wasdesperateforevenmore.
I thoughtthatitwasgoingtobeeasiertogetmorehighkillgamesnowthat I hadproventomyselfthat I coulddoit.
Butboywas I wrong.
Daysturnedintoweeks, andweeksturnedintomonths, andnomatterwhat I did, I justcouldn't getanother 20 killgame, andeachdaymyfrustrationgrewjust a littlebitmore.
Itjustdidn't makeanysense.
I waswinningmostofmygunfights, andmakingsmartplays, butdespitegettingreallycloseseveraltimes, itwasjustneverenough.
I becamesoobsessedwiththisonegoal, thateventuallymyfrustrationbegantocompletelytakeover.