Come on.

來吧

Imagine a scene.

想像一個場景

A porn scene.

一個色情片的場景

What do you see?

你看到什麼？

A woman.

一個女人

Blonde, skin tight dress, red lips,

金髮、緊身洋裝、鮮豔紅脣

watermelon breasts.

豐滿的胸部

A cock.

男性生殖器

A cock the size of a stallion's (Laughter)

一個種馬尺寸的男性生殖器 （笑聲）

between her pursed lips.

在她噘起的嘴中

She is giving him a blow job.

她正在替他吹喇叭

Why?

為什麼呢？

Because this nice guy came to her rescue when her car broke down.

因為這個好心的男人 在她的車拋錨時，幫了她一把

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

(Applause)

（掌聲）

After the 'thank you-blowjob,'

在這個「吹喇叭感謝你」後

he cums all over her face, and she smiles

他在她臉上宣洩到了高潮 而她微笑了

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

in fake pleasure.

帶著虛假的愉悅

That is porn.

這就是色情片

And it's time for porn to change.

而現在 是時候讓色情片改變了

I went from being a Political Science and Gender Studies graduate in Sweden

我從一個 瑞典政治學和性別研究的畢業生

to a feminist adult filmmaker in Barcelona.

到成為一個 巴塞隆納女性主義成人影片製作者

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

The last 15 years of my life have been an amazing trip,

我人生過去的15年 是一段相當有趣的旅程

an amazing journey from feeling dirty and guilty for watching porn

有趣的點在於 我從對看色情片感到骯髒和罪惡

to creating the adult cinema that I want to watch.

到去創作我會想看的成人片

My first time was at a sleepover party

我的第一次是在一個睡衣趴

with my best girlfriends.

和我最好的女性朋友們

Popcorn, pajamas, and porn.

爆米花、睡衣，以及色情片

We expected to discover the mystery of sex.

我們期待去發覺性的神祕之處

The forbidden fruit.

那禁忌的果實

We ended up laughing, we ended up giggling,

結果我們大笑成一團 結果我們傻笑成一堆

we ended up feeling -

結果我們感到──

- repulsion.

反感

The movie went back

那部色情片

to the secret hiding place of my friend's father.

最後回到我朋友爸爸偷藏它的地方

Six years later, I'm at my freshmen year at University

六年之後，在我大學一年級時

and my boyfriend suggests that we watch a porno.

我男友提議我們一起看色情片

"Should I give it another try?"

「我應該再給色情片一個機會嗎？」

Stop.

暫停一下

Before we press 'play, ' remember where I came from: Sweden.

在我們按下播放前 還記得我來自哪裡嗎？瑞典

Probably the best place to grow up with a feminist conscience.

一個大概是培養女性主義意識最好的地方

One of the first... no! the first country in the world

其中一個最先… 不對，是全球第一個

to make Sex Education mandatory in schools.

使性教育成為學校義務教育的國家

Meet me, a feminist,

認識我，一個女性主義者

a sex positive feminist.

一個性積極女性主義者

I own my own body. I can have sex just for pleasure, like guys.

我有我身體的自主權 我可以像男人一樣，做愛只為了娛樂

So back to my dorm room,

回到我的宿舍房間

where my boyfriend is waiting impatiently.

我男友正不耐煩地等待著

We press 'play.'

我們按下「播放」

And what do I see?

然後我看到什麼呢？

A woman, blonde, skin tight dress, red lips, watermelon breasts.

一個女人，金髮、緊身洋裝 鮮豔紅脣，和豐滿的胸部

Nothing had changed.

什麼都沒有改變

Nothing has changed.

什麼都不曾改變

Horny housewives, desperate nannies, fuck bunnies;

性致高昂的家庭主婦 飢渴的保母、兔女郎

women as objects fulfilling men's desires.

女人是實現男人慾望的物體

So there I was, the feminist me felt cheated,

所以我在那裡 女性主義的我，感到受騙了

the activist me felt mad,

激進主義的我，感到憤怒

the sexual me felt aroused.

生理上的我，感到動情

Arousal tasted sweet.

動情使我嚐到甜味

Objectification tasted bitter.

物化則使我感到苦澀

I was confused.

我相當困惑

And I did what we do when we feel confused:

所以我做了 當我們感到困惑時都會做的事

I blamed my boyfriend.

責怪我的男友

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

Oh, yeah.

沒錯

I blamed men. I blamed porn.

我責怪男人，我責怪色情片

Oh, yeah.

沒錯

Until I came across "Hardcore,"

直到我讀了《核心》

a book by Linda Williams, a Berkeley Professor.

一本由琳達‧威廉斯 一位柏克萊教授所寫的書

I learned that porn isn't just porn.

我認知到色情片不僅僅是色情片

Porn is actually a discourse.

色情片其實是一個論述

A discourse about sexuality,

一個關於兩性

about masculinity,

關於男性化

about femininity, and the roles we play.

關於女性化 和我們所扮演的性別角色的論述

That was my Eureka moment.

那是我覺醒的時刻

I realized that the only ones

我發覺到

participating in the discourse of pornography are men.

唯一參與到論述情色出版物的 是男人

Chauvinistic men. Narrow-minded men.

是沙文主義的男人 是胸襟狹窄的男人

Men with little sexual intelligence.

是性智商只有一點點的男人

But, hasn't the world changed?

但是 難道這個世界還沒有改變嗎？

Hasn't the role of women changed?

難道女人的角色還沒有改變嗎？

Hasn't it changed in politics? In the workplace, at home, in bed?

女人的角色不是在政治 在工作、在家、在床上都改變了嗎？

And isn't the world because of that a better place?

而且世界 不是因為這些改變而更美好了嗎？

Everywhere, the role of women is under debate.

在各個地方 婦女的角色都正在爭論之中

Everywhere, except in the porn industry.

各個地方，除了在情色產業

It's time for porn to change,

是時候讓色情片改變了

and for that we need women.

為此，我們需要女人

We need women in the leadership roles,

我們需要女人擔任領導的角色

as producers, as directors, as scriptwriters.

做為製片、做為導演、做為編劇

I don't want to get women out of porn,

我不想要女人遠離色情片

I want to get women into porn.

我想要女人參與色情片

(Applause)

（掌聲）

We need women in porn. Behind the camera.

我們需要女人在色情產業中 在鏡頭的後面

And that's exactly what I did.

也正就是我所做的事

In 2004, I was studying film direction

2014年，我正在主修影片製作

and for my final short film project I thought:

為我的期末短片計畫，我想

"Let's make a porno, but let's make it different.

「我們來拍一部色情片 但我們要讓它不一樣」

Let's make an indie film with my values."

「我們來拍一部 有我的價值觀的獨立影片」

I shot "The Good Girl,"

我拍攝了「好女孩」

and I made it available for free on the Internet.

而且，我讓它在網路上可以免費觀賞

I couldn't believe the reception it got.

我無法置信它的受歡迎程度

Millions of downloads in just a few days.

在短短幾天就有數百萬次的下載

The film attracted media coverage. I attracted media coverage.

這部片吸引了媒體報導 我吸引了媒體報導

I was on a high. I wanted to embrace the world.

我正值高峰 我想要擁抱這個世界

My mom called me and said,

我媽打電話給我

(Swedish) "Vad i helvete gör Du, Erika?"

（瑞典語）"Vad i helvete gör Du, Erika?"

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

"What the hell are you doing, Erika?

「你在搞什麼鬼？艾莉卡！」

This will affect your future, your career, your life.

「這會影響你的未來、你的事業、你的人生」

What will the neighbours say?"

「鄰居不知道會怎麼說？」

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

I understand their association with the word 'porn':

我能理解他們對於「色情片」這個詞的聯想

dirt, smut, low culture.

骯髒、淫穢、低俗

But it was a career as a filmmaker I wanted to pursue,

但是，我想要追求這樣的事業 成為一個影片製作者

not as a pornographer.

而非一個色情片攝影師

A filmmaker exploring the beauty of sex

一個影片製作者發覺性的美好

from a different perspective, from a female perspective.

從一個不同的觀點，從一個女性的觀點

Do you know that one third of all Internet traffic

你知道有三分之一的網路流量

is estimated to be pornography?

被估計是用在色情片上嗎？

That's a lot of traffic, eh?

這是相當大的流量，是吧？

Do you know that every 4th search request

你知道每四次的網路搜尋中

is someone googling for porn?

就有一次是在搜尋色情片嗎？

Are you aware that teenagers, our children,

你有意識到青少年，我們的孩子

are watching porn online before they even have sex?

在網路上看色情片 甚至早在他們有性行為之前嗎？

Porn is today's sex education.

色情片是現在社會的性教育

And it's impacting on our gender education.

而且它正在影響我們的性別教育

And what is our children's source of inspiration?

我們的孩子會受到怎樣的啟發？

Bad, wrong, chauvinistic porn.

壞的、不正確的、沙文主義的色情片

This is why it's time for porn to change.

這也正就是為什麼 該是時候讓色情片改變了

Adult content has of course the power to arouse,

成人的內容當然有喚起慾望的功能

but also to educate and to inspire.

但它同時也有教育和啟發的功能

I believe that it's our generation's responsibility

我認為我們這一代有責任

to rethink pornography.

重新思考色情片

Don't get me wrong: the sex can stay dirty,

不要誤解我 性可以維持骯髒的

but the values have to be clean.

但價值觀應該要是乾淨的

(Applause)

（掌聲）

I have two daughters, Lara, 7, and Liv, 4;

我有兩個女兒 蘿拉７歲，麗芙４歲

and I don't want them to learn about self-esteem and body image

我不希望她們是從修圖過的超級名摸

from photoshopped supermodels.

來學習自我概念和身體形象

I don't want them to smoke or to eat crappy fast food,

我不希望她們抽菸或吃垃圾食物

and I definitely don't want them to learn about sex from bad, sexist porn.

我更不希望她們 是從壞的、性別歧視的色情片來學習性

We need to teach our children

我們必須教育我們的孩子

to respect and value themselves and their sexuality.

尊重和珍惜 自身和他們的性別

We need to teach them to think critically about sexual representations.

我們必須教育他們用批判性的方式 去思考兩性的表徵

And that, whether you like it or not, includes porn.

不論你喜歡與否，這包括色情片

Imagine a scene.

想像一個場景

A different scene.

一個不同的場景

I see a man, an attractive man.

我看到一個男子，一個迷人的男士

He weaves his way through the wet streets of a city.

他穿梭在城市濕冷的街道上

He is on his way to meet a woman. A woman he met recently at an event.

他正要去見一位女子 一位他最近在某個活動上認識的女子

It was an inspiring event.

那是一個有啟發性的活動

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

An event that made his senses soar.

一個令他情緒高漲的活動

It was a TEDx. (Laughter)

那是一個 TEDx 的活動 （笑聲）

It was thisTEDx.

就是這場TEDx

And cut.

然後「卡！」

I don't know how this scene ends. I leave it up to your imagination.

我不知道這個故事會如何結尾 留給各位去想像

But I do know that this time,

但我確實知道這一次

he's not the only one receiving pleasure.

不會只有他一個人感受到歡愉

And that, for me, is an idea worth spreading

這個，對我來說 是個值得傳遞的想法

your legs for.

一個值得張開妳的雙腿去傳播的想法

(Laughter)

（笑聲）

(Applause)

（掌聲）

Thank you.

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