He's gonna ask you to start whether or not you think people have the wrong idea about who you are definitely um

You know I?

became famous when I was 16 years old and

I mean when you're 16 years old

You are a completely different person obviously [you] know from when you are in your you know early 20s, and then ultimately 30s

You're a different person

And I think I kind of went into a zombie mode if you will you know I feel like I kind of shut down

Emotionally mentally maybe a little bit and I lost myself in that process

You know I kind of feel like at a young age

I just were you like before then before the celebrity [head] [to] perfect teenager

Did you know I was?

Carefree um I still am I still holding on to that?

fairness you're still really young

Gone through all of this hopefully [born] [handed] [you] [and] your mom I guess are strange right now

Maybe working it out, but have you been able to form any positive relationships with other women or older women absolutely?

yeah, you know it's I think because of the tumultuous relationship that I do have with my mother and

So many things you know for me at least trust has been shattered and a lot of regards um and I

You know so yeah, I did shattered that trust if I may ask [you] know

I think uh I think throughout the years there's been a lot of things you know that have happened

I do have a lot of hurt that I carry inside of me um

With that relationship, and you know just still just things you know like

you know

wondering how you know a parent could sign off on a sixteen-year-old marrying a [fifty] year old you resent her for

making that decision to let you get married Too young

thankfully I

did marry a good [man] and I know the

Situation is extremely unconventional you know

But there are the stories you know Celine dion and Rene Angelil and John and bo Derek?

And you know he is a good man, [so] I'm happy that she signed off to a good person

And he still is in my life

He's been my rock through times when I've suffered so many tragedies in my life

[but] I don't want to say I regret her decision and doing that

I don't want to live with those regrets

But I do now realize probably why she did sign off on it because she wasn't really

completely happy in the relationship with my own father at the time and she always loved hollywood you know and and

So [did] I and I think when I started to express that interest and this opportunity came along at [16] falling in love you

[know] she was she was extremely supportive

[you] don't have any children with your husband, right?

But you guys had we do know you were pregnant at one point right it ended in a miscarriage

And it's still hard for me to talk about I'm so sorry

you