I havesomethingthatyousaidthatwhatwasthemostpainfulpartaboutit?
12.
Youknow, whenyou're a kid, it's beinglockedin a roomandtoldthattheyhavetomemorize a recordbeforetheycancomeoutandgetfoodorbeforetheycan, youknow, playwith a toyorfunctionatallinanyway.
Sowhenyou'vebrokenitdownthatseverelytothepointwherethere's norationalfamilyunitorfunctionfor a child, youknowraisingChildrenandthemoststableenvironmentisaboutcontinuity.
It's aboutgivingthemrepetitionsothattheyknoweverydaythey'regonnawakeupin a stableenvironmentthatthey'reloved.
I hadtomissschoolormanytimes I wasn't abletolike I couldn't joinlike a baseballteam, youknow, andgodowhatotherkidsdo, or I couldn't getbarmitzvahedbecause I'm Jewishandthat's whatJewishkidsdo.
YougotoHebrewschool, yougetbarmitzvahed.
I couldn't dothat.
Sotherewasnothingthat I coulddobecauseeverythingwestopbecause I hadauditions, auditions, auditions I wasworkingwasonlocationorwhatever.
Howeveryouthreeknow, So I don't haveanymemoryoranyrecollectionofanythingbeforethat.
Andisthatrighttodoto a child?
Oh, no, there's not.
Sothepointis, isthatobviously I'vehadtheopportunitytoraise a childand, youknow, withlotsofloveandgivehimallthebalanceandalltheconsistencyandtheregularfamilystuffthatkidneeds, andthat's feltamazing.
That's beenanamazingrewardtomyheart, intomysouland, uh, andhave a beautifulwifetosharethatwith.
Youknow, I feelveryblessedtoday, and I feelverygratefulthat I'vemadeitthroughthetraumasand, um, thehardshipsandthehorrorsthat I'vebeenthroughAndthat's why I'm heretotryandraiseawarenessandshowpeoplelike, Look, there's a lotofbadthingsgoingonoutthere, andthesethingscanbeavoidedonthewaytheycouldbeavoidedis a bynotputtingyourkidintoanindustrythatyouandyourkiddon't understandfullybeforeyougothere, youknow, ifyouwantyourkidtohaveeveryopportunityinlife, takehimtodramaschool.