Ifthere's anyotherbits I wantaswelltheylovemeondhe.
Gettothat.
Butthemoment I reallyfeellike I needtocrankuptheheatingbecauseit's go.
I needthisisgonnabe a badidea.
I decided I wouldflogmecarryingthisverybigbooksthatwe'regoingtogothroughandOh, myGod, itweighs a ton.
Okay, Whowasmade?
Oh, bothintheneck.
Okay.
Oh, justgetoutfor a second, right?
Well, I thoughtweweregoingthroughthisboxtogether.
I'm obviouslygoingthio.
Tryeverythingonandshowyoutheoutfits.
I'lltryanddolittlecutawayWell, butinhereisactuallyanotherparodieschildis I gotthesein a size.
BiggerinitiallyonDDE.
Theyarequiterigid, so I don't know.
Well, I wantedtotrythesmallersizetoseehowtheyfitbecausetheyarequiteloose.
Butbecausethere's sorigid, I thoughtthey'd bemorecomfortable, slightlybigger, But I didn't actuallyevertryonthesmallerside, so I gotthesmallersizeinhere.
But I mayneedtoorder a sideupbecausetheyjustlookvolleysmall.
Soyouwantedto 24 but I'm usually a 23 sobutthat I justdon't knowifwewillfindout.
But I loveflaredjeansandevenwithbackHartiganwrappedaroundthetop, I justfindfledgingsoflatteringonme.
I lovegenesthathitthefloor.
Andi, I don't mindgettingscuffeduntil I lovethemlikemyshoeshittingthefloorso I usuallytakeheavensdownandthingslikethatso I mightdothatontheseWell, butwe'llsee.
We'lltryMonsey.
Thinkitmayhavetoorderthissideup, but I justloveMcCartneypledging.
Okay, I thought I wouldputmyselfoutmymiseryandjusttrythesejeanson.
But I think I couldprobablyjustforcomfort's sake, go a sizedownbecause I justfeellike I alwaystake a 23 andeveryothergeneon.
I don't reallyunderstandwhythesesmall, because I'veusuallygotloadsofroomin 23 wasting, soit's a verybizarrecut.
I willtakethehemsdownontheseaswell, but I'm gonnaordermyselfthenextsize.
I think I'llsendthesebackonreorderbeforetheysellout, becausetheseareso, soniceand I'llget a lotofwearoutofthem, whichisgoodwithwidestyleitupquicklywiththecoatondhe.
Itstyledthemupquicklywiththecoat.
I'vealreadyplacedtheorderonmyphonebecause I know I'm gonnawearthesesomuch.
Evenwithlasersandstufflikethat, thesegeneswillgetsuch a lotofwhere, butjustshowingthatevenwith a bigoversizedcoat, flarescanstillbesuperflattering.
And I just I'm lovingblackandbrownthisseason, evenwith a littlebitofwhiteinhere.
I thinkyoulookreallynice.
If I had, like, a whitetopunderneathsomanysigningoptions, somanyvideos I couldmakeonthereThiswassomeoff.
It's totallyforgotaboutthese, butthisissuch a hugetrendforthisseasonlikestatementtight.
Oh, goingupeverywhere I sawthesecomeoutlastseasononDDE, I thought I wasn't allaboutthis'lleaseAnd I'vedecided I'm gonnatakebecause I reallylikethemonwithmonochromaticoutfits.
There'llbe a nicelittleJewishYouwerewearingtheirarmspatchesmyself, theGuccitightsandthesearethebrownones.
I didn't gettheblackones.
I think I'llgettheblackonesaswell.
Now I'm probablyaskingfortroublewearingthesearoundmycats, butwewillfindout.
Wewillfindoutthatwon't endintobutwitheverythingthat I justlikethecoat.
Thiswillgoreallynicely.
If I wearthiswith, like, leatherskirtsagain, there'llbesomecomplimentaryon.
Justgivetheoutfit a littlebitelevationwhilstalsokeepingmypinswarm, whichisperfect.
I'm gonnakeepthoseinthatboxfornow, but I willtellthemaswellThisissomething a littlebitdifferentforme.
But I'vegonefortheGuccitypeswithCemBeyBeyheels a IsObamaright?
Leatherskirt, AndanIsabelMaruWantkindofmustardjumper, Littlebitof a colorinjection, I think.
Whatbagwouldwegowithforthis?
Dowegofor a Guccibag?
I feellikeGuccibagmightbe a loverofanoverkill.
Isn't ineither.
Kill?
Yeah.
I don't thinkthat's therightbag.
ThinkmaybethiswholeblackPradabagis a goodone?
I gotthisfrommyTheresaaswell.
On.
I think I gotthisjumperfrommyTheresaaswell.
I'm prettysurehedid.
Sothisisjustsomething a littlebitmorestatement, maybegoodforFashionmonthorsomethinglikethat, butjustsomething a littlebitdifferent.
I lovethisjumpersomuch.
It's socute.
I wonderifit's doneinstock.
I haveseeninsultloadsofotherplacesaswell.
Soifitisstillinstock, I willlinkitdownbelow.
Alsocomesinloadsofothercolors.
Andi, I'llseeif I canfindthose.
Finally, itis.
Therepetitionofthesetrialsis I'm sosohappythathe's alsobackinstockonmyfreezerbecausethesearesuch a greatpairoffbigleatherChilders.
Andi, I wearthemso, somuch, somuch.
Wherearethese?
But I didjustwanttotrythem.
Like I mentionedinsizedownjustice.
Youthinkthey're a littlebitnicerbecause I knowthatsomepeoplecommented, sayingNo, bigbangme.
I mean, I I quitelikedthemBaggybutt.
We'lltry a differentstyleonandseehowwegetonandseeif I couldactuallymoving, becausethesearesuperrigid.
Okay, superrigid.
Therewilltrythoseonaswell.
Thesearegreatseats, soflatteringaswell.
Show a littlebitofyourankle, whichisgreatongettowearwith, likeheelsratherthanboots, I wouldsay.
Butyouknow, howeveryouwanttodoit, youdo u boat.
Okay, thesefitsomuchbetterthantheotherones.
Theyareliketighterondhe, morerigid, butthey're a lotmoreflattering, especiallyaroundthisarea.
Perhapstheywere a littlebitbaggybefore.
I don't knowwhy I gotthesizeup, tobehonest, butnow I'vegot a pairtosell, whichisgreat, butthey'rerigidtrousers, andthat's generallysomethingthatyougetwithleathertrousers.
Okay, soitmightbe a littlebitwindyand a littlebitairplane e Anyway, let's juststarttalkinganyway.
Sowhen I startedfilmedthisvideo, itwasthedaybeforelynxesdisappearance.
Ifyoudon't knowwhat I'm talkingabout, I willhavealreadyuploaded a sortoflifeupdate.
Thiobringyouuptospeedbecause I'm aware I justkindoffilmedmylastlongandyoumightseemthesignthatlinkswasmissing, so I thoughtitprobablybetterbecause I'vehad a few a fewblocksoff.
Needlesstosay, I kindoffelloutoflovewiththingsfor a while, but I think I'm probablystilloutoflovewiththingsthatwas, I'm notwearingrings, because I justthinkthat.
But I think I talkaboutthisinthevideo, but I lostmyjoyfor a whileonDhe.
I'm stilltryingtodonormalthingsandbenormalandenjoyingthenormalthings I onceenjoyed.
It's notaneasyprocess, but I'm gettingthere.
Today.
I litincense.
Andi.
I evendid a bitofhoovering.
Itwasgreat.
So, yeah, I didn't reallycontinuegettingmyhousereadyforautumn, whichkindofwas a goodthingbecauseitgaveanopportunitymoneywreathtoarrivethatarrivedwhilstwewereaway.
It's no, actually, yes, therewillbepickingup, so I haven't seenit.
Haveyouseenpicturesofit?
So I'm quitelookingforwardtothisstash.
A littlebitnervous.
I foundthemostamazing, talentedpersonornotevenhername.
Actually, I foundheronInstagramonDheLink.
I inscribed.
I thinkit's likenumberfive.
Something I wantedkindof a specificwreathforthedooronDhe.
Ifyouguysknow I lovelikedriedflowersandthingslikethatand I thoughtthiswasperfect, but I haven't seenityet, so I don't knowifitisperfectjustyet, Butwecouldopenuptogetherandhave a lookon.
Justit's notgonnabethemostautumnalofvideosnow, althoughobviously I havestartedbuyingstuffforOrton.
Soatthemoment, it's morethat I'm justgettinggettingbacktothingsasmuchas I possiblycan.
And I hopethat's okay.
I'm feeling a lotbetter.
Honestly, likethistimelastweek I couldnothaveimaginedeverpickingupmycameraagain.
I honestlythoughttomyselfthat I wouldneverbeabletodothisagain.
Soit's it's sortof a process.
I guessthatyoujusttimehealsonyou.
Youcontinueon.
Sothefactthat I'm bloggingandfeelingquitegoodaboutitand I'm like, excitedtodoitandthatfeelsgoodAlso, I thinkthisplaneisjustflyingoverourhouseatthemoment, so I don't knowwhatisdiscussedincircles, sothat's kindofwherewe'reat.
I'llbepostingontheontheWednesdayjust a reminderthathe's stillgone, becauseobviously I can't posteverydaybecausetheyknowwhatmychannelsairabout.
Soit's It's findinglike a happymediumintermsoff.
Youknowhowmuch I canusemyplatformstosearchforhim.
I thinkwe'realsogonnabegoingoutatsomepointandflieringtheentireplacewherewelivejustbecausesomepeopleonsocialmediaandsomepeopledon't leavetheirhousesthatmuchondhe.
Youneverknow.
Sowe'regonnagoanddothataswell?
Yeah.
Sothat's basically I'm gonnabefinishingoffmylittleautumnblockwithyoutodayandjustgettingthatwreathupbecause I feellikethat's that's somethingthat I'vebeenlookingforwardtodoingand I haven't reallylookedforwardtomuch, So I'm boxingthatwithyouonDhe.
Gettingthatwillsignifythissortofchangeinseason.
I thinkit's theendofsummernow.
LikewhilstAlyand I wereaway, wewhicharedatingthatthatmightbe I havenoidea.
But I thinknowtheweatherisonlikethedownwardstretch.
Seemslikeitmightbegetting a littlebitcolder, which I'm notmadaboutbecause I'vebeenbuyingstuffonDDE.
I'm excitedtowearthatstuff, so, yeah, basically, I'm gonnapoponsomeclothesonandputsinWashingtonbecause I literallyhavelike, notimeatallbeforemynexttrip.
I havesomanytripscomingup, soit's quitegood.
I'm keepingbusy.
Septemberis a crazymonthondhe.
Itshouldgetsohappytobeback.
Happytobefeelingthisjoyfrombloggingagainbecause I wanttosee, I didn't everthinkthat I wouldbeabletodothisagain.
Thewaythat I feltwasjust I can't evenexplainit.
Buthopefully I explainit.
Well, inmyothervideo, I'm actuallynervous.
No, even, likeseenpicturesofthis.
So I foundthisinyourinstagramsupwithdetails.
Thedescription, What's downbelow?
Wait.
Oh, well, okay, SothenameofthecompanyisnumberfivebloomsThingisexactlywhat I wanted.
I madeanabsolutemesseverywheretoshowyou.
What I wantedtodowas I wantedtoincorporatelikewherewelivebutalsoincorporatemyloveofDrFlowersondhePampasThatallofthosethingsand I alsowantedtoincorporatethefactwehavepheasantseverywhere.
Anotherthing I wantedtoincorporatewithlavenderthatwehaveoutthefrontofourhousebecausewehave I thinkit's FrenchlavenderjustItjustcoversthefrontofourhouse.
And I wantedThio.
Bringthatintothedoor.
Justmakeitperfect.
Basically.
Sowhat?
I'vegot I Oh, wow.
Okay, letmestandup.
Soasyoucansee, it's gotlotsofthepampasgrassonDDE.
Lotsofdriedbeautifulnests, onlykindofitsomuch.
Andthenthere's also a littlepheasantfeathersinthere.
Just a touchsothatit's nottoomuch.
I thinkaboutthree.
Andnow, whichisperfect.
Oh, I can't waittogetthisuponmydoor.
Thisisexactlywhat I wantedonmygoodness.
SojustsoyouknowWell, I amactuallypayingforthis.
I insistedthat I paidforthisbecauseforme, it's reallyimportantThiosupport, likenewbusinessesandnewbrandsonDDE.
I lovethecolorsandthetones, and I lovehowitworkswiththenewcolorofthefrontdoor.
It's absolutelyperfect.
So I'm gonnagooninsideandwe'lllightcandleson, getmyselffullyintheautumnspirit.
Actually, justgonedowntomyofficeonDhewatchedthedaythat I firststartedfilmingthisvideowhen I didmymytree, thewholewhich, bytheway, willbelinkeddownbelow.
I didn't realizethattherewasfootageoflinksinthisvideo.
I have a pictureofhimunderthatbed.
That's lastpicture I haveofhim.
SothatwasThatwastough, but I didn't realizethatwasinthisvideo.
And I'm sorrytokeepgoingonaboutit.
Butlike I said, thisislikemyfirstblockgoingoutsincehe's beengoneonDhejusthaveanexperiencetryingThiogetusedtothat.
Buthopefully I'vetouchedoneverythingintheothervideo, soYeah, butlike I said, everythingwillbelinkedinthedescriptionboxdownbelowondhe.