This is a This is a pillar of the community.

The local revenue say he was a powerful man.

Like he was in your community.

He was a personality larger than life.

He was.

I spoke and I've been contacted by people since.

He was very good looking.

He frequently smelt of whiskey.

That's one of my over biting that Mrs this month.

Whiskey aunt.

He was You know, I was always concerned that as an eight and 1/2 year old child, nine year old child, what he did I didn't understand.

Because as a child, you have no words for that.

Because his behavior that you don't know you've never met it was a different society in the sixties than it is today.

You know, without the magazine's televisions Internet.

So we did not see.

I do not know what sex Waas When he showed me these graphic photographs, we should be Playboy magazines.

When he did what he did, I did not she know why?

Because he was in your house was a lab in my bedroom.

How did it shape you asses now, Orlando woman.

Well, You know, I I can't How can I say it's damaged me?

Because, you know, my my career has been a successful business.

I became an MP, but would you have done the things you think?

I'm not sure if I would have done.

I do know that it makes you very different From the moment it happens, you feel as though you're swimming alongside the rest of society because you have this the secret, the secret.

You have this knowledge that nobody else one of your friends have on it makes you very different from everybody else.

And I think that stays with you all your life.

So I think it makes you think Well, of course I can write a best selling books.

Of course, I can run a successful business because I'm slightly different.

So I can do that because I'm kind of like the normal rules are not holding me down.

So you say you were still claiming there was still a shame Shame.

A za little girl had done nothing wrong.

Yeah, I think the overriding feeling that carries continues with you throughout your life is discussed and shame.

I can't explain it this time.

Yeah, that's certainly once I had my own daughter's once my first daughter was born.

Then I began to feel the anger.

But, you know, one of the reasons why you don't tell people is I would feel that's talking to you.

That what you would want to do after speaking to me with a big old wash your hands that you feel dirty having spoken to me, that's that feeling has been with me all of my life until now.

And all I could say, some social media, the mainstream media people I've met every day have just bean overwhelmingly kind on.

That is a good thing because what I want other people to see who suffered as I did is to see hasn't been bad for me.

People haven't been disgusted.