No medication's ever made them stop All I think about is everything I'm not

Instead of everything I got

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

How to be a good friend to me

'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak When I wake up, I just don't like what I see

All the way from my head right down to my feet I wish that I thought differently

But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

How to be a good friend to me

Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh

Change Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

How to be a good friend to The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay

Entertain it for a second, then I push it away

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be, How to be a good friend to me

Thoughts Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts