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  • My name is Swarnalakshmi

  • basically I am a Teleguite

  • and born and brought up in north

  • I have done my computer science graduation

  • in the University at Nagpur

  • Immediately as soon as I finished my degree

  • my parents they got me engaged for marriage

  • to get married

  • And soon, before 15 days of my marriage

  • I just lost my vision

  • all of a sudden on a fine evening

  • The moment when I lost my vision

  • I lost all my senses

  • I was paralyzed

  • Then the cause was diagnosed

  • that I had brain tumor

  • later I had undergone

  • 12 to 13 hours of major operation

  • It was really a miracle for me

  • to survive that operation

  • But after the operation and all

  • when I regained my senses

  • I just had a feeling that I lost everything

  • nothing was left

  • because I had to restart my life

  • right from walking to eating

  • and I never knew what was the expression

  • in the other person's face

  • I would be talking to some person

  • and he would be just moving away from me

  • and I would not be knowing

  • that he is not by my side

  • I would be talking

  • Then he would turn back

  • and he would feel very bad

  • and he would say "Ok,sorry!

  • I will be coming back

  • I just moved out from your place"

  • And all my colleagues

  • They got employed by that time

  • in the US and in the UK

  • they were very good

  • then I felt very low

  • That everybody is going ahead of me

  • and I was just dropped out like a thing

  • And I was the only daughter in my family

  • and they protected me too much

  • My father used to have an eye on me

  • he used to keep a watch

  • my brother was always protective

  • my mother never used to leave my hands

  • wherever I used to go

  • right from walking till my bed

  • my mother used to be there with me

  • Basically my mom was optimistic female

  • she never thought that "my daughter has lost something"

  • from the day I got discharged

  • she just asked me

  • "you can slowly fold the clothes"

  • like whatever I washed

  • clothes and all

  • "You have to fold it and keep"

  • And if some button has come out

  • of my shirt or something

  • she used to put the thread into the needle

  • and she used to give it to me

  • "You know, right, how to stitch? Do that!"

  • She never made me feel

  • that I am something different now

  • That was one thing

  • And second thing

  • In Bangalore

  • there is an NGO which is called

  • Art of Living

  • Which is being head up by

  • Guruji Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

  • I joined them actually

  • Then Guruji was one motivation

  • he kept on telling

  • "it's all fine, fine! It`s nothing as disability.

  • People have different ways to do the work

  • You people have different type

  • That's it! You don't have any problem.

  • You are quite good!"

  • And that gives me peace of mind

  • I used to do the meditations and all

  • Which I learned from him

  • I got his blessings

  • Till date I just spend one hour in the morning

  • for my meditation and spiritual caring

  • Then later on what happened

  • I just got through some clues

  • that Enable India is there

  • and all these technologies are there

  • and we also can work

  • we have lives

  • then it was really a great task

  • done by Enable India

  • because I called Shanti mam

  • telling that my family will not allow me

  • to be away from the family

  • then people were there from Enable India

  • for some conference in Loyola college, Chennai

  • so we went there

  • finally my family got convinced

  • and they left me as part and parcel of Shanti maam

  • I got through some interviews and all

  • And finally the place where I am working now

  • That was the organization

  • which gave me the first offer

  • and I just thought of

  • because all the other companies

  • where Enable India is placing

  • those places they are already aware

  • how the visually impaired work

  • so I just wanted to make entry

  • into a new company

  • so that I give awareness

  • let me take the responsibility

  • of getting two more visually impaired employed

  • I can't do great works

  • like what Shanti maam and they are doing

  • But I just thought

  • Let me put a drop into the sea

  • So I just got into this company

  • and now I am just working here as a recruiter

  • in the HR for past 6 months

  • All are equal in this earth

  • There is no partiality

  • no bias existing

  • treatment from the God's side

  • and it's only the way you have to look at the things

  • In a different way

  • If suppose I keep grumbling

  • I just sit inside the home

  • and I keep grumbling

  • that people don't pay attention to me

  • I can do! I have the potential!

  • It's only you have to help yourself

  • And once you have put the first step ahead

  • People are there to stretch hands towards you

  • and you can just hold their hands and move ahead

  • But initiation should be from your side!

My name is Swarnalakshmi

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