I'veused a bitofretinalonitatnight, butyeah, random.
Youknowwhatthat's about?
You.
Yeah.
I'm gonnafinishmymakeupsuperquickondheheaddownbecause I'm alreadyprobablyrunning a littlebit.
Night I waslosingmymind.
Tellthemfine.
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I knowit's notlike a T shirtoranything, butforlayeringorjustwearingwithsimple, comfyChildsisliketheseisperfect.
Thesetrousersaremangotrousersondhe.
I lovethem.
Theyaresocomfortableandyetsoflattering.
I'veneverreallyworntrouserslikethisbefore, but I'vewornthesesomuch, so I'm really, reallyhappywiththem.
I reallytriedtolikenohamupwhat I wentthroughandnotmakeouttobe, youknow?
OhmyGod, I kindofwantedtotalkaboutin a frankway, and I hopethatthatwasback.
I cameacross a partwheremygrandmacameintoitandwhere I obviouslywenttolivewithmygrandmaagain.
I justdidn't work.
I didn't reallywanttolikehamitupandmakethesituationouttobeworse.
Anditwasso I justsaidthat, youknow, I foundmyselfsleepingonsmokersonDDE, thenwithnowheretolive.
Andso I eventuallyfound a homewithmygrandma.
And I'llshowyoumyoldbedroomtodayaswell.
I'llgiveyou a little, liketourmyoldbedroomandhonestly, shewasamazing, like, and I stillfeellike I'm reallyhappythatallofthathappenedbecause I don't think I wouldbeinthisposition.
I'm intoday.
Shewassosupportiveofmyblockwhen I livedthere.
I can't evenexpresstoyoulikeshelovedhearingthestoriesofwhatwashappeningandlikenewthingsthatweregoingonin, likewithmyblockandstufflikethat.
Uh, I'veconvincedhertocomeoutwithmefor a littlewalk.
We'regoingdownto a littlefurnitureshopdownhere.
A littletrinketshop.
Ifyouhaven't noticed, youhaven't noticed.
Likedrinkit.
Sowe'regonnagoandcheckoutandhave a littlerunnerJohnWayne, Jackandthentheandhe's gonnabuymesomethingcharity.
Socomehometo a fewofthedeliveriesthat I ordered.
This'llisoneearthorganics I believeon.
ThisisthemissingingredienttotheenergyballsthatCarrieand I made.
Thismakesittastesomuchnicerthanwhat I didn't realizewhen I wasordering.
TheseisIt's actuallyfrom a ladythatlivesinwillingwhere I usedtolive.
Andshe's reallylovely.
Whereisit?
Coveredtheaddressthere.
Butshesent a reallylovelymessagesayingMyheartskipped a beatwhen I sawyournameontheorder.
Soshe's included a coupleofotherthingswhich I haven't tried.
I'm guessingthesocietyberryonDDE.
I couldneversaythatoneBobBob, butitmeans I gettotrythese, thatthesearewhatweputintheenergyballsusually, butwejusthaven't haditforages.
Sowestoppedupandthenthisismynewbars.
I orderedthisfromMorocco.
It's fromthisplace.
I don't knowhowyousaythat, Lance.
I'm guessingthat's whatyousayit.
But I cameacrossthisstoreonInstagram, andtheyjusthavereallybeautifulceramicsandrugsonbasketsandeven a littlebitoflikefashionitems, and I justreallylovethewholeconceptofit.
Somepeoplearen't gonnalovethis, but I thoughtthatthiswouldbe a reallyniceaddition.
Teoh, oneoftheroomsinthehouse.
So I orderedThatwasabout £90.
It's quiteexpensivefor a vase.
Andi.
I hadtopay, like £30 importdutiesand a lotinshipping.
There's a lotmoreexpensivethan I than I hoped, but I didloveit.
Yeah, itwas a reallyproductivedaytoday, and I haveanotherlittleupdateforyouintermsofthehousetomorrow.
I havetheguycomingfromtheInternetPlacethingfromthisguy.
He's coming.
Thio, hopefullyfinallysawallourInternetforus, so I'm justpraying.
I'm prayingthatheisabletodothat.
Thiswasnot a costthatwefactoredintothehouse.
Sowedidhave a chataboutpotentiallyputtingoffsomeroomsuntilnextyearonDDEnotdoingsomethingsthisyearbecausewemaybecan't affordto, becausethere's quite a lot.
ButwehavetodointermsoftheelectricalsandjusthowmuchthisInternetisgoingtocosttohaveitthoughtitandyeah, wejustdon't knowifit'llactuallyworkintheend, so I feellike I haven't touchedonthisyet, so I justwantedtoapologizeforthekindoferraticuploadsthattherehavebeenthismonth.
I didtouchonthisonTwitter, I think, basicallyexplainingthedifficulties I'vebeenhaving.