Sowhenyouhave a cosmeticcontract, anytypeofcontract, thenyoukindofno, thatyou'regonnamakemoneyfortherestoftheyear.
Sothat's whyit's good.
I knowyoulookedatme.
Oh, wait.
Juststaringupintotheabyss.
I knowmyinformationnow.
Youknow, I watchedthebrandgirlfeeltheywatchedmegrowupwiththem.
I wasgoingtomystrong, youknow, whentheysawmegetmarried.
Andlikestillthere, have a childoneday.
Soyouworkwithyoubecausetheyhave.
Likewhat?
Yeah, AdrianaLimaonGIHadid.
ChristyTurlingtonReallyfamouswhileinthenineties.
She's amazing.
Soit's a reallygreatgroupofgirls.
Actually, theyalwaysdohavereallygreat.
Okay, ChristyTurlington.
I'm dying.
It's justshe's alleged.
Sheis.
Shereally, reallyis.
Andandshe's soamazinginperson.
She's amazing.
A personshe's reallyinspiring.
Verygroundedperson.
She's a mother.
I mean, you'rejustlikeit's justit's nicetomeetyoumodels.
Yeah, I thinkthere's a difference.
I mean, I feellikewhenKristen, likeChristyTurlingtoncomesinandgirlswho I thinkwerebeforesocialMedia, theycomeinandthey'relike, strictlybusiness, youknow, hardcoremodels, theyknow.
Whatisthatthingthatwasdisconnectedofthem?
Theydo.
I don't know.
There's just a difference.
Butalso, agemakes a difference, I think.
Yeah, sure.
Whatdoyouthinkyou'regonnadoyouget?
I mean, I hopethat I'm like, butsuregroundedandniceandstuff.
I loveChristyTurlington.
Someonethat I definitelyhavelookeduptolikealwayssince I cameintothisindustry.
Soeveryday I wasfullhair, makeup, styling, ready, Buttheydidn't shootme.
I cried.
Sojustbecauseyouthinkit's yourfault?
I likemelike I'm uglyandtheydon't likeme, andit's nevergonnahappen.
And I justflewallthisway.
I feltembarrassedwiththatlastday.
There, likethis, you'reonLeeshot.
Youhave 30 secondstoselltheheckoutofthislipgloss.
So I waslike, Allright.
I know.
I oweyouAre I feellikemybiggestfailureandmodelingwasWhen I gotthisopportunitywithVictoria's Secretandtheybookedmeand I wasonsetwithanothersupermodel.
I'm gonnamentionhername.
Shedidn't knowwhyWozandshedidn't reallytry.
It's sointimidatingasitistobeonsuch a bigBranstad.
And I wassoinsecureagain.
Oh, cute.
You'redoingthemfreckletrends.
Soshewasn't friendly, Shewasfriendly, anditwasjustherand I and I justgotsoscared.
I wassoinsecureaboutmybodyanditwasn't sure, like, youknow, whenyouhave a thinginyourheadlike, Oh, thisiswhattheywant.
ThisisVictoriaand I waslike, doingit, andthey'relike, nowandthenitgotto a pointwheretheycantryandwithsomeJakefriendslikethat, likenotgonnakeepwastingmoneyandtimeandsaid, literally, I shotoneGo.
Thankyousomuch.
Wejustneedtodoforthisone.
Andlike, youknow, I just I thinktheyboth a 57 likemodel.
I'm still a littlemoreopportunityagain.
Thiswasmyshot.
Itwasdevastating.
I hatethat I gotwhen I criedForweeks, I'vealsobeensethomefromstuffbefore.
I remember I gotthisreallybigcampaignforreallybigfashioncampaign.
Thiswaslastyear.
ItwasrightoutThanksgiving, whichdidn't helpthat.
Sothat's a keydetail.
Thanks.
Theyhadjusthappened.
I flyallthewaytoEuropeforthisbigcampaign.
I'm readyformymoment.
Andthen I remember a fewhoursstartgoingbyyourhairmakeup.