So I'm hopingthatthisvideowillbethelasttimethat I everhavetotalkaboutanyofthesesubjects.
everagain.
I mightevenputthisvideoasmychanneltrailers, though, thatshouldanyonecomeontomychannel, they'llknow a littlebitmoreaboutmeondhe, potentiallyanythingtheymighthavereadaboutmeorheardorwhateveraboutmebecausethere's a lotofstuffsaidabout a lotofpeopleonline.
Like I said, I thinkthattalkingaboutthethingsonhaving a chapout, I'm justbeinghonestis a really, reallygoodthingtodo.
Now.
Thereasonthat I ammakingthisvideo, I'venever, everhad a videomadeaboutmethat I'veseenanywherelately.
ThereareanyvideosmadeaboutmebyotherYouTubers.
SotouchwithThat's reallygood.
Thatwasuntil I thinkitwasSaturday.
Yeah, orFriday, I don't know.
Butitwasbroughttomyattentionthat a videohadbeenmadeaboutme.
I watchedthevideo, and I thinkinthegrandschemeofthings, I thinkthatvideocould'vebeenworse, likeitliterallycouldhavebeenworse.
I also I didn't reallywanttomakethisvideobecause I didn't wanttoattractattentiontothatbecause I have a bitof a thing, especiallyiftheyare a youtuber.
I don't likeitwhentheymakevideosaboutotherYouTubersbecause I I feellikewe'rewe'reallinthistogetheronDhe.
Ifyouare a YouTube, youunderstand?
Maybenotallbutsomeoftheworriesondhe.
Thedifficultiesoffdoingthisondhe.
I liketothinkthatifsomeonewantstodiscusssomethingwithme, theycanslideintomydiem's andwecanhave a discussionthere.
If I'm goingtotalkaboutanythinglikethis, I'm gonnadoitonmytermsinmyway.
But I'm alsogonnasitbackandwaituntilyoudoyourvideo.
So I knowwhatit's allabout.
Andi.
I watchedthevideo, andinallhonesty, itupsetsme a littlebitbecausethereasonthisvideocameaboutisbecauseshelistedmeasoneofhertopUKYouTubers, whichisobviously, so, sowonderfultobelistedasthat.
Anditseemedlikethispersonsawthosecommentsanditalteredherviewofmeonthatwaswhat I got.
I alsoreadallofthecommentsonthisvideoaboutmeandfromwhatshewassaying, shewaslikerespondingtopeopleandsaying, Yeah, I hadn't thoughtaboutthisuntilthesepeoplesaidthesethingsand I waslike, That's such a shamethatsomeonehasallowedtheopinionsofpeoplethatdon't knowmethioaltar, mebeingherfavoriteYouTube.
But I thoughtthatwassosadtoreadthroughthecommentsand I wasabletopickout a fewpointsthat I wantedThiotojustdiscussandputtobed.
Andhopefully, youknow, itjustmakeseverything a littlebit.
I don't know.
Itmakeseverythingmake a littlebitmorestentsbecause I canunderstand.
And I thinkthat a lotofpeopleunderstandthisforthemostpart, andreadingthroughthecommentsonthatvideoon a seat.
Someofyougirlsareso, sointelligentandsoyouhavesuch a waywithwordsofexplainingthings.
Youaresopositiveandsupportive.
Actually, I think I pickedout a fewofthecommentsonabletoflipthiswholethingintosomethingfarmorepositive.
Thatwaswhat I wassortofgoingalongthelineswithit.
Withmyvideo, I wantedtomakesomethingthatwasessentiallyquite a negativethingintosomethingthatispositivebecause I'vegotnothingtohide.
Theyreallydon't ondhe.
I certainlywon't beabletofilmmylifeif I hadsomethingtohide.
So I thoughtthatwecouldsitdownandgothrough a fewofthemainpointsthatmayhavecroppedupinthevideomayhavecroppedupinthecommentsandjusthurtthosethingstobedon.
Hopefully, thiswillbethelasttimethat I everhavetotalkaboutthesethings.
Like I said, Hopefullyitthisisjustwhatdoyousay, LikemymyfinalthoughtlikeLike, wasitJerrySpringer's thoughtSpringer's thoughtwasit?
WasithimorMauryPovich, whohadtheirfinalthought?
Whoeveritwas, thisisLydia's finalvote, but I thinkthat I'vemanagedtobring a fewpointstothesurfacethatwecantalkabout.
Sothe 1st 1 is I'vechanged.
Sotherewas a fewcommentsaboutwhere I waswhen I startedmychannel, where I amnowonDhe.
A fewpeoplethat, youknow, theywatchedmyvideosinthebeginningandtheylovedmeanditwassosupportive.
I don't wanttobethesamepersonthat I waaslastyear, twoyearsagoorthreeyearsago.
I amsomeonethatthrivesfromgrowthfrommovingforward, progressing.
I, um, someonewholikestoachievethings.
I enjoyworking.
I enjoybuildingthingsasin, like, a careeror a life, justanythingthat's quitepositiveonDhe.
It's a strangeoneformebecausetherewere a few a fewcommentsthatwerelike, Oh, I likedherwhenshelivedinherhumblehouse, a littlefeellike I wanttocallmyoldhealthmyhumblehouse.
When I movedintothathouse, thathousetome, itwasthatwasit.
But I thinkthatwehavetostopexpectingthepeoplethatwefolloworthepeoplethatwelikeontheInternettoalwaysbethepersonthatwewantthemtobeandallowthemtogrowintothepersonthattheyaregoingtobe.
Orifyou'refeelinganykindofnegativefeelingstowardssomeonethatyou'rewatching, too, notcompareyourlifetotheirsbecause I oftensee a lotofpeopleinthecomments.
Andtherewas a lotofcommentsonthisvideocomparingmetootherYouTubers.
Now, ifthere's onethingthatweaswomendon't need, butalsojustusaspeople, wedonotneedtobecomparingourselvesorbebeingcomparedtootherpeople.
That's thenextthingthat I acknowledgedinthecommentswastherewas a number a numberofcommentsthatweresaying, I'm a liarnowThisgoesbacktowhat I startedofftalkingaboutwhen I wasexplainingaboutthecushionsandhow I mightsaythat I likethiscushion.
Butthenlateron, I mightrealizethatactuallydiscussionsreallygood, too.
And I actuallypreferthiscushionthatdoesn't makeme a liar, that I saidthat I likedthiscushion.
Itjustmeans I'm a personand I'm abletochangemymind.
And I'm sure I havenodoubtthatthestrawswillbeclutchedoutinthecommentsofwhat I couldpotentiallyhaveliedaboutonmychannel.
Very, veryseriousaccusationstothrowaroundwhenyoudon't I havefacts, and I knowthatthegirlthatmadethevideodidbringupsomethingthat I honestly I hadnoideawhatshewastalkingabout.
Shementionedaboutsomegiftedproductsthatwascalledupbythe S A.
Thedealingsthat I havehadwiththe A s A havealwayscomedowntosponsoredcontent, whichisdeclaredsponsored.
Butthey'rejustunsureofwhetherit's declaredintherightway, whichtheyadmitisnot a onesizefitsallthings.
So I'm doingitinthebestwaythat I knowhowonthemostwhat's thewordtransparentwaythat I knowhowondhethey'recominginandbeinglikeall, Maybeifyoudiditthiswayorno, butthenthatmightbeproblematicthatway.
Sowehavehaddiscussions, andwe'vehadmeetingsondhe.
I'veworkedreallycloselywiththemtoensurethat I'm beingastransparentaspossiblewithmysponsorships, and I oftendisclosedmultipletimes.
Nowthere's a differencebetween a sponsoredaddvideowhereby I siton.
I justtalkedtoyouabout a sponsoredproductorserviceorwhateverforfiveminutesonmychannelonthat, bethat, andthenthereis a differencebetweenmeduringmyvlog, mynormalnormallogandthen a verysmallsectionwithinthatvideobeingpartof a sponsoredcollaboration.
It's very, verydifferent.
I alwaysliketodomysponsoredcontent, thelatterbecause I don't feelcomfortablejustputtingout a fiveor 15 minutevideo, whichisjust a sponsoredvideo, because I preferredtocreate a littlebitmoresubstance.
Thenweworkedthingsoutwiththeessayonhowwedisclosethataccordingly, whichissomethingthat I havedoneonGuyalwaysaimedtodointhemosthonest, ontransparentway.
Basically, now, whenitcomestogiftedproduct, thisissomething I admitthat I dostrugglewith, becausenotthat I strugglewithdisclosing.
It's veryeasytodiscloseit, but I oftenforgetwhatiseithergiftedorwhatislikepartlygifted.
I mean, I'vebeendoingthis a longtime.
Also, forgiveme.
It's alsonotsomething I actuallycareabout.
I justwanttointerjectinthispointherebecausewatchingthisback, itdidmakemerealizethat I neededtofilm a littleadditionalpointtoputinherebecause I wantedtomakeitclearonwhat I'm sayingHereon, I'm notjustsayingthat I don't careaboutgiftingproduct.
What I meanbythatisthat I, as a consumer, don't care.
Sowhen I'm watchingcreators, I really, reallyenjoyedwatching.
I neverthinkaboutwhetherthey'regiftedsomething.
It's notsomethingattheforefrontofmymind, anditdoesn't changewhat I takefromtheirreview.
However, obviously, as a creatormyselfonthisside, I docareand I havetocare.
Andsothere's a littlebitofconflictshintherebecauseitmaynotseeitaslikemyhighestpriority, because I because I as a consumer, don't care.
I alsothinkthatmaybesomeconsumersdon't care, either.
OnDhe, that's mainlywhat I wastryingtogetacross, and I feltlikethatcouldeasilybemisconstruedbywhat I said.
Now I knowthattherearesomepeoplethatdoreallycareaboutknowingwhensomethingisgifted, and I totallyunderstandthatforme, I don't carelikewhen I'm watchingsomeone's contentisnever a thoughtinmymindastowhetherwith a giftedthat, because I knowthatheactuallyforthemostpartwhenyoureach a certainwhat's thewordwhen I thinkwhenyoureach a certainlevel, that's sortofnovelty, I guesshaswornoff.
Andthat's justmebeinghonest.
Itmightsoundlike I'm I'm beingungratefuland I reallydon't wantthattocomeacross.
But I alsowantyoutounderstandthat I'm justbeingquitefrankwithyou, honest.
I understandthatis a verysortofclearcutthing, and I reallydidtryquitehardwiththat.
Butsometimeswithgiftedputitonmyown, moregold.
I reallydon't careand I'm sorry.
I'm just I'm justtellingyouhow I feelaboutit, andit's and I'm alsotryingtomakeyouunderstandthatit's no A sinisterisas I think, thatit's beenbeenbuiltup.
Tobetocallsomeone a liaroverthingslikethatis I mean, we'realljusttryingtonavigatethisinourownway, andobviously a yearagowedidn't havetodeclaregiftedproduct.
Itreallywasn't a requirementonDhebecauseitwasn't animportantthingtome.
I didn't doitthat I didn't feellike I wasbeingsinisterin.
Anyway, itwasjustOh, I'vereceivedthisthingand I actuallyreallyquitelikeit.
So I'lltellyouaboutit.
A lotofthethingsthat I amgifted.
Andif I usedthemalluporsomethinglikethat, I willThengoon, Andirepurchasewithmyownmoneyif I haven't alreadydonethatbeforeanditjustisn't itisn't a sinisterasitisas I feellikeitcansometimesbelikeworkeduptobe, I thinkthatcallingsomeone a liaroverthesethingswhen, especiallywhenourentireindustryisbuiltoffofhonestyandauthenticity, I sometimesfeellikethatis a reallyquiteseriousattempttojustdiscreditsomeone.
I thinkforthemostpart, peopletendtohavetheirheadsscrewedonondhe.
Theyknowtheevenif I pickupthislipstickwhich I'vegotand I actuallyneedtoreapplyfromValtteri, thisisnotsponsored.
And I tellyouthatthisisthebestlipstickthatyouwilleverbuyinyourlife.
Ifever I'm watchingsomethingon, therearecertainpeoplethat I watchand I'm justlike I wanttolike, if I everwatchanythingthatkosherdoesthatThatgirlOh, myGod.
Shemakesmewantto, like, giveeveryeverypenny I haveThiobeautybrandsbecauseshe's like, youneedthis.
I'm notallGod, I can't evenhangoutwithherbecauseshetellsmeaboutsomethingand I couldjustseemybankbalancegoing.
Andso, youknow, I wasjustlike, No, I'veneverusedyourproducts, so I'm notgonnaworkwithyou.
Andthen I wentintobootson I realizedtheyweresellinginbootsandso I purchasedsomethingfromthem.
I purchased a cleanserCleansesdon't reallyeverchangedtheworld, butthiswas a greatgreatcleanseronDDE.
I was I allgotlittleDid I knowthatallofthe U.
S.
InfluencesOrion.
It's aninsanebrandonDDE.
Thatisjustoneexampleofsomethingyouwon't see.
And I'm notgonnastay.
Whatbrandthatwas?
Because I'm surethatthereis a creatornowworkingwiththatBrad, andthat's theirdreamcollaborationon.
I don't needtomentionwhotheywereandthattheymighthavecometomefirstbecausetherewasabsolutelyonethingthat I wouldneverdointhischannelonthatistryandstealsomeoneelse's thunderbecausethat's notmystyle.
I don't wantThiocomeforanyofmyothercreators.
There's somuchworkgoingaroundon.
I knowthatsometimesmyamazingcollaborationsthatcomeinmayhavebeenofferedtosomeoneelsebeforeme.
I'veneverreallyseenthatmanycommentsaboutmyweightormysize, buttherewas a few, and I thoughtthatthiswouldbe a goodthing.
Thiodiscuss.
I'vealwaysbeenquiteslenderonSlim.
That's likejustmybodytype.
Really?
I wasalwaysreallyathleticatschool.
Mydad's quiteslender.
I mean, mymom's Italian, sothat's somethinggenerallyquitefluctuates.
But I think I'm morelikemydadthan I ammymom.
Buttherewerepeoplesaying I was a badexampletopeople.
Now I I can't reallydoanythingaboutthat.
A UKsize 46 iscateredforintheshops.
Therefore, therearepeopleouttherewhoare a UKsize 46 justlikemeonDDE.
When I talkaboutfashiononhowthingsfitonmychannel, theonlysizethat I canrefertobecausemychannelisaboutmeismysize, and I workoutregularly.
Soit's notlikemybodycomeseasilytome.
Asmuchas I'm built a certainway, I workhowveryregularly I have a PT.
I eathealthilyasmuchaspossible, although I dolikedrinkingon I dolovecheesecheesewaymorethan I lovechocolateaswell, Whichissowhichonethingtonoteis.
Sometimes I doexperiencesuddenweightloss, and I thinkthatthatwaspickeduponquiterecently, andtheonethingthat I cansaytoyouisthatpeoplehavehavedifferentcopingmechanismstostressondhe.
Mymybody, it's copingmechanismtosadnessandstressis I losemyappetiteonitcompletely.
Itcompletelydisappearson.
Obviouslyrecently, I havebeensad.
I have I'm tryingnottocry.
I havebeensadand I'vebeendealingwithwithsomethingand I'm tryingnottomentionitbecauseliterally, mylastthreevideoshavebeenaboutit.
But I havebeensadonDDEinordertocopeandmanagethatfeeling.
I mybodydoeswhatithastodoandmymyappetitewillcomebackon.
I willbefineon.
I'm sure I willputthatweightbackonon.
Everythingwillreturntonormal, butit's likearoundmymyweddingorwhich I willgetThioaroundmywedding.
I thinkitwaswithin a twoweekperiod.
I lostanentireinchoffmywaist.
MyweddingdressdesignerKatewasobviouslydevastatedbecause I wasjustlosingweightsoquickly.
But I wasstressed.
Wewerebuying a house, I wasgettingmarried.
I wasalsonotcopingthatgreatwithbeingontheInternet, and I wassadonthatisjustsomethingthatthehappens.
So I hopethatpeopleunderstandthatsometimesif I loseweightorif I'm lookingnotthathealthy, it's probablybecause I'vegotsomethinggoingoninmylifethat's affectingmeonDhe.
Butasformesetting a badexample, youknow I'm a healthypersononthischannel.
I don't smoke, I eatmyveggiesand I eatsaladsand I eathealthily.
And I don't eatmuchmeatondhe.
I'm a veryhealthyperson.
I don't takedrugs.
I don't smokeonGuythinkthatthat's probablyquite a wellroundedexamplebeingsetontheInternet, butstressedhas a funnywayofsideswipingyouonDSOagain.
I thinkjustexercising a littlebitofempathytowardspeopleondhethinkingall.
Maybemaybeshe's having a bitof a roughtimeorsoandsowhoreactsin a completelydifferentwayandtheirappetitemayincreasewhenthey'restressedorwhenthey'resad.
Ratherthantellingthemall, youputonweight, maybejusttrytounderstandthatthey'reprobablyTheyprobablygottheirownpersonwhereshe's goingonon, be a littlebitkindertothem.
I hopethatthattouchesonmyweight a littlebit.
I don't wanttomake a bigthingoutofitbecauseit's not a bigthing.
I amthesizethat I amonDhe.
I'm a healthypersonatthesametime, sohopefullythat's actuallyjust a reallygoodexample.
I don't know, okay, soobviously I'vebeenquiteopenwith a lotofthingsonmychannel.
I'vemadevideosaboutmylikecosmeticsurgeriesandthingslikethat, and I'vebeenopenaboutmymyboobsandmynoseandthingslikethat.
I obviouslyhad a nonsurgicalnosejob, whichwasbestthing I everdid.
I paidforitmyself.
I get a lotof a lotofcommentsaboutpeoplesayingshe's got a facefullofPhyllisand I think I'vebeenquitehonestwithyouguysand I knowthattherearepeopleouttherethatdon't wanttotalkaboutthesethings, andthat's theirthing.
Willtherebethingsthat I havedoneinthefuturethat I don't feeltheneedtosharewithyou?
It's it's quitepossible, toputitbluntly.
I don't intendongrowingold.
Ah, gracefully.
I'm goingtodoitdisgracefully.
I don't wanttolooklike I'vehadloads.
Stuffdoneby, youknow, mighthave a littlebitofhelphere.
Inthereon, I willonlyevertalktoyouaboutthesethings.
If I feel a bitofbenefittoyouinthesensethat I canhelpadviseyouonwheretogooron a treatment, thatmaybethere's notmuchaboutlike I didwithmynose.
Thatwassomethingthat I hadneverevenconsidered.
And I'm stillsogladthat I madethatvideobecause I knowhowmanyofyouwentontohavethesameprocedureondheexperience.
What a lifechangingthingitwasifhedidn't likeknows.
Andnowyoulikenose.
Hopefullythathelped.
Justbecausethey'reontheInternetdoesn't meantheyhavetosharethatkindofinformationwithanyoneintermsoffme, becausepeopleseemtosaythat I have a facefullofkillers.
I donothave a facefullofkillers.
Forsomereason, peoplealwaysthinkthat I havehadmycheeksdoneon.
I'vehadmylipsdone.
All I cantellyouisthisthesamethingthat I tellpeopletimeandtimeagain.
I havenothadfillersinmylips.
I havenothadPhilip's inmycheeksondhe.
That's thefinalwordonit.
Like I'm soboredofthissubject.
I reallyam, likeagainaccusingsomeoneofsomethingthatyouhavenofactualinformationon, otherthanthefactthattheangleandthelightatthattimemighthavemadeitlooklike I hadsomethingdonetomycheeksjustbecauseormaybeextrapuffythatday.
Jeez, I hopethatthatputsfinallythesubjectofPhilip's Thiobed, although I havenodoubtinmymindthatitwon't whichissosaditreallyissosad.
Thenextsubject, thenextsubject.
Thereseemedtobequite a fewcommentsaboutmyweddingonDDE, MyWeddingbeingsponsoredbyJoMalone, Myweddingjustbeingsponsoredingeneral, onDheagain.
I feellikethisis a subjectthat I havespokenaboutsomuch, and I thinkit's sosadbecauseourweddingday I wishyouguyswerethere.
I wishyouguysweretherebecauseitwassuch a joythatday, and I'veneverfeltsoremovedfromwhat I dofor a job.
Inallmylife, itwasbarelymentioned.
MyfamilyandAli's family, theydon't really.
I understandthatmuchaboutwhatwedo.
If I'm beingperfectlyon, it's liketheygetitandtheylike.
Buttheydon't reallyunderstandthatmuch.
Mymommorethananyone.
Soit's notsomethingthatwasreally a factoratourwedding.
Weshotnosponsoredcontentonourweddingday.
Infact, I I gotmyphonenowatonepointtotake a pictureofmybreakfastandCarriefromWishWishwishyouherandherhusband, whereourweddingphotographers, shesaid, Putyourphoneaway.
Thisisyourweddingday, andthat's exactlywhat I did.
And I didnotthinkaboutmyphonefortherestoftheentiretimethatwewerethere, anditwaswonderful.
Itreallywas.
I'veneverfeltsoremovedandseparateandjustLydiathan I didonthosethreedaysanditwasthemostwonderfulexperiencenowthesponsoredsideofthings.
And I'm sosadstillbegoingonaboutthis.
I reallyam.
Butwas I paidforanythingonmyweddingday?
No, noelementoffmyweddingdaywaspaidforOnthatisplain, simplefactbecauseit's mewhoorganizedthewholething.
ItwasmyjobonAli's job.
Wasthehousesourcingwithoutmyjobwasthewedding.
So I cansithereandtellyouthatnopartoffmyweddingwassponsoredwherewegivensomePRproductsforourwedding?
Yes, wewere, Yes, wewere.
WeresomeofthoseproductsJoMalonecandles?
Yes, theywere.
JoMalonedidkindlygiveussomecandles, which I'vestillgotsomanyofthembecausetheyaresoprecious.
And I'm sogladthatwediddothat.
Andeveniftheyhadn't, I wouldstillhavedonethatbecausemynostalgicemotionisevokedsomuchbyscentthathavingsensethatremindsyouofyourweddingdayissoimportant.
Itwasmagicand I I'm thinkingaboutactuallyputtingthefulllengthofourweddingvideo.
I thinkit's stillonly 20 minutesbecausetherewasjust a lotofstuffthatdidn't needtobeleftin.
But I'm thinkingaboutputtingthatonmychannelbecause I'd loveforyouguystoSeymournowthat I've, like, haditformyself.
Now I don't knowwhat I think.
Maybe I'lldealonouranniversary.
I don't know.
I thinkthemainaspectofthingsisthatyes, wewereprovidedsomeitemsfrombrandswhich, ifanyonehaseverplanned a wedding, youwillknowthatevenifit's justyourgreatuncleBulgariawhoofferstocoverthedrinkstabonthebarYouaresogratefulforanythingbecauseweddingsaresoexpensive.
Butitwas a huge, hugeexpense, a hugeexpensethatwetookonbecausewewantedtotreatourfamiliesto a reallyspecialexperiencethatweputallofourfamilyupinourweddingvenueon.
Theydidn't havetothinkaboutthingsthatwesortedfoodtheyhadhampersintheirroomsevenlikeourgrandparent's couldcomeandstaysuch a wonderfulthingtobeabletodo.
Andyouknow, theonlythingthat I wouldchangeaboutmyweddingwas a Itwasn't longer, butreallytheonlythingthat I wouldchangeisthefactthat I didn't have a hashtag.
I thoughtitwasCringe E.
Andnow I realizethatisactuallyjustclever.
Sohaving a hashtagisclever.
Alwayshave a hashtagonyourweddingbecausesomanyvideosandpicturesweretakenon.
I'm stilllikefindingthemnow, twoyearslater.
So, yeah, thatistheonlythingthat I wouldchange.
Butthat's what I wastalkingabout.
I wastalkingaboutthefactthatmyweddingwasn't sponsoredondhe.
Itwasn't Andi I that's allright.
Andthenfinallythelastpointbecause I haveletyoubeentalkingforanhour.
Thelastpointismaterialismondheluxuryfashionondheconsumerismand a lotofthingsthatwereincludedinthatvideoonDDEthatcameoutinthecommentsaswell.
I obviouslystartedmychanneloffthebackoffashion.
I'vealwaysspokenabouthighendfashionbecauseevenbefore I wasdoingYouTube, I wasbuyinghandbags.
Admittedly, ittookme a lotlongertosaysaveupforthemthen, butit's alwaysbeen a partofwho I amonlineand I I thinkthatthat's whyitwassuch a naturalprogressionintothat.
I don't dononearlyasmanyholesas I usedtoyou, andthey'recertainly a lotsmalleronDDEconsideredthantheyusedtobe.
I usedtoorderpackageafterpackagefrom a sauce.
Itwasrealtimewhen a cesspoolswerelikethedonething.
I wasdoingthatalmostweekly, like I can't believeit.
And I lookbacknowand I'm like, I feellike I evenjustwanttotakethosevideosdownbecause I don't dothingslikethatanymore.
On a lotofthethingsthat I buyourof a muchhigherqualityoncraftsmanshipondheabletoberesold, whichissuch a greataspectoffhigherendfashionisthatyou'reabletosellthemonandthey'lllaughsomeoneelse a lifetime.
Ifyou'renotgettingthewearoutofthemonit, sometimes I willbuysomethinglike a Guccibagondhe.
I'llbuyit, and I thinkthisisThisistheGuccibagofdreams.
Andthen, actuallyit's nottheGuccibagofdreams.
Itdoesn't fitintomywardrobethewaythat I thoughtitwould.
I hateitwhen I saythatitmakesmefeellike a bratstole.
Thatismypassionon.
I tryandbemoreconsciouswithit, butthesametime I love.
I lovebuyingnicethings.
I lovedbuyinghandbagsandshoesandbeautifulpieceofclothing.
Thatissomethingthatgivesme a littlebitofjoyinmylife.
Mywholelifedoesn't surroundaround.
That's likeit's It's nottheepicenterofHuowho I am, butitistheepicenterofthischannelonDhe.
That's wherethischannelstartedso I canunderstandtheconfusionwhenitcomestowhetherthat's whatmyliferevolvesaround, becauseitiswhatthischannelrevolvesaround.
I canunderstand.
I canunderstandtheconcernaroundtheconsumerismofmychannelandthematerialism.
I I understandit, but I thinkit's alsoimportanttounderstandthekindofchannelthatyou'rewatchingthekindofcreatedthatyou'rewatchingbecauseyoucan't bemadatsomeonefortalkingaboutluxuryfashion.
Whenyoucometo a luxuryfashionchannel, youknowwhatyou'regettingWhenyoucomehereonDhe, ifyou'regoingtomoanaboutthat, I mean, it's likethevegetableaisleandtestgoesandandshoutingdowntheaislethatyouhatevegetableslikeit's counterproductive.
Andyes, I stillbuy a lotofluxuryitemsonknowSomepeoplemightnotbeabletorelatetothat, butonepoint I alwaysliketomake, which I thinkisreally, reallyimportant.
ThereareplaceslikeBondStreet, Harrods, Selfridges, evenbest a village.